did you read my poste to you how are feeling dear sweete frind ..its so good that your posty. and I work in the medical feild to its very hard helping people when we need help ourselves ... I like my work a nurse but its hard to watch someone go throw w\d when IM taking care of them goush its anitemare matter a fact..well you take care and post if you need me ok love poopie o cowgirl nick named that yspearing
Poopie..how are you? You're a nurse? Didn't realize that. Please email me. I know that it's a pain but I need to hear from you. To know that you are ok. How many days now?
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Cowgirl
Danielle....how are you? Things ok these days?
Love
Cowgirl
Danielle....how are you? Things ok these days?
Hi guys, thanks for worrying....
I have been really stressed lately.... I know it's because I got prescibed hydrocodone again after some dental work and I'm beating myself up over taking them.... It sucks how you just fall into that same pattern again.... It's been about a week or week and a half and already I'm taking them just like I used to. Cowgirl, I often here you talk about doing the same "song and dance" and that's what this seems like.....
But I'm sitting here thinking about my friend that died from taking pain pills and I know that it's time to nip it in the bud again..... I just hate that I was so weak.... I always knew I would take pain medicine again if I were really hurt b/c I'm not going to suffer, but I just wish I would have been strong enough to take them for a few days & that would be it......
I just have to make some lifestyle changes... I work too much (3 jobs plus school), my 3 yr old is a little devil (just kidding), I never see my husband b/c of work... I think if I make some changes in my life, then I won't depend on some little pills to make me happy.
I have been really stressed lately.... I know it's because I got prescibed hydrocodone again after some dental work and I'm beating myself up over taking them.... It sucks how you just fall into that same pattern again.... It's been about a week or week and a half and already I'm taking them just like I used to. Cowgirl, I often here you talk about doing the same "song and dance" and that's what this seems like.....
But I'm sitting here thinking about my friend that died from taking pain pills and I know that it's time to nip it in the bud again..... I just hate that I was so weak.... I always knew I would take pain medicine again if I were really hurt b/c I'm not going to suffer, but I just wish I would have been strong enough to take them for a few days & that would be it......
I just have to make some lifestyle changes... I work too much (3 jobs plus school), my 3 yr old is a little devil (just kidding), I never see my husband b/c of work... I think if I make some changes in my life, then I won't depend on some little pills to make me happy.
hello dear I didnt post today really depressed I CANT TALK when I get like that my mom told HOW COULD MY DAUGHTER be adrug addict with our relegion and upper class up bringing,, what a joke we come in all forms mother anyway h;.. how are dont be so hard on yourselve you will find the strenght to stop again.. anyway i wanted to responed to you and cowgirl i will e mail soon im ok getting better than bad i dont no anymore staying clean love poopie,,, all take care try not to fus to much not good for the mending soles love you all
Y- Dosen't matter if you live in a big house or a trailer. This is a disease, every bit a disease, that can hit anyone, anytime and anywhere. So don't be depressed (ya easy for me to say) and just know it's not your fault. No one, and I mean know one, would believe I was addict. I was WAY too successful. But it happened.
