hows it going sweety ...just wanted to see how bad and your family doind?IM ok had a real bad day mon at work one of my pt slapped me in the face ...he should of been in detox.. but there strating to put them in nusing homes in the skilled part ..he just said your to good and hit me ..I left very softly.. and cryed in the bathrm... o dear it was so hard to deal with life..pills numb you no the shut your feelings down ...but I went to a meeting...im not going to post for awhile my countsler said the boared is not good for me rite now..so IM just going to listen to him for rite now I differ in that fact...well hope you all are doing well...my elder said no computers....so what do I do so confuessed...so much change IM so sad my spouse is gone going back to the commuity ect...gosh what do I do???????????????????? mixed up inside I just want to sleep but work why do people want to hurt me ALL I WANT TO DO IS LOVE PEOPLE....IM tryed of this world so hurt well see you all later
Poopie,
I am so glad I spent naptime on here.....I would have missed this if I took a nap with the kids instead.....
First take a deep breath.....
Now what do you want to do.....This should be your focus. Where do you want to live, how do you want to live...I know that your religion plays a big part into how you live your life, but I have to believe that you wouldn't be asking all these questions if you were truly happy....So how can you make you happy.
This shouldn't be about a question of your faith.....God knows how your heart feels, never let anyone question that.
Ok now the heart ache of work......I have to say and I know this the more you leave you heart open the more pain gets in.....Now having said that I would take that pain anyday then to live in the alternative, which would be cold and deviod of feelings.....You need to remember that these people you are dealing with are hurt, angry, fragile, and in pain themselves. To take thier pain upon yourself is not a good thing. You can be loving and live with your heart ruling and not be cold and impersonal....It is possible. You have to let the sadness of the day go, give it up to god and have him worry about it.......
I can only say with the patient who hit you, the call on what to do about it will ultimately be up to you....If it was me I would report him, detoxing or not...This should not be tolerated.
We are all good here. Bad is doing real well and happy, it is amost scary at times.....I have been busy the past few days wrapped up in beauty of all colors shapes and sizes... I have turned my yard from winter to summer almost overnight. The baby has been helping and I so tired her out yesterday that she literally feel on the livingroom floor and crashed right out. I have your email I will send you some pictures of her and the gardens she helped bring color to.
You take care of yourself and please try to not worry so much. I know you have so many things going on and so many decisions to make. You are a strong woman, take the most important thing in life first and then move on.....Follow your heart and live for you no one else.....And in this know that doing in without the pills will be the best gift you could ever give yourself....I know it is hard but you can and will get through it all. Keep the faith!
Love,
Tina
I am so glad I spent naptime on here.....I would have missed this if I took a nap with the kids instead.....
First take a deep breath.....
Now what do you want to do.....This should be your focus. Where do you want to live, how do you want to live...I know that your religion plays a big part into how you live your life, but I have to believe that you wouldn't be asking all these questions if you were truly happy....So how can you make you happy.
This shouldn't be about a question of your faith.....God knows how your heart feels, never let anyone question that.
Ok now the heart ache of work......I have to say and I know this the more you leave you heart open the more pain gets in.....Now having said that I would take that pain anyday then to live in the alternative, which would be cold and deviod of feelings.....You need to remember that these people you are dealing with are hurt, angry, fragile, and in pain themselves. To take thier pain upon yourself is not a good thing. You can be loving and live with your heart ruling and not be cold and impersonal....It is possible. You have to let the sadness of the day go, give it up to god and have him worry about it.......
I can only say with the patient who hit you, the call on what to do about it will ultimately be up to you....If it was me I would report him, detoxing or not...This should not be tolerated.
We are all good here. Bad is doing real well and happy, it is amost scary at times.....I have been busy the past few days wrapped up in beauty of all colors shapes and sizes... I have turned my yard from winter to summer almost overnight. The baby has been helping and I so tired her out yesterday that she literally feel on the livingroom floor and crashed right out. I have your email I will send you some pictures of her and the gardens she helped bring color to.
You take care of yourself and please try to not worry so much. I know you have so many things going on and so many decisions to make. You are a strong woman, take the most important thing in life first and then move on.....Follow your heart and live for you no one else.....And in this know that doing in without the pills will be the best gift you could ever give yourself....I know it is hard but you can and will get through it all. Keep the faith!
Love,
Tina
Hi poopie Im so sorry that your feeling so sad your such a lovely caring person and I hate to see you feeling like this .I think misty eyes is right its time for you to tske the bull by the horns and you start telling these people how its gonna be in your life and start taking care of yourself ,maybe this was a little push from God to give you direction that will make you happy cause he knows you deserve to be happy.Love Tracey
Dear poopie I just wanted you to know that I am also sad to hear you so low.You are such a good sweet caren person.And your right from what Ive read you are just trying to spread love.Im sorry that you wont be around much but I can DEF understand how the board can harm some in their battle.Please know that even though we never met I feel a compassion & kindness to you & I hope your life gets better soon.Hang in there huny...mj
Hi Poopie, I can't imagine why you would be told this board isn't good for you. Everyone here just adores you. We enjoy reading what you write and your sweetness is always so obvious. I know everyone here would do nothing but support you and offer you any help they could. This place would lose alot of sunshine if you weren't here! You always bring love and kindness to all. I just wanted to tell you how important you are and how much you're cared for. Love, Kat
hello and thank you all for your reples..... am I on a pitty pot? yes I think I am sorry and again misty you are so rite and kat molly tracy thank you my angels IM feeling alone and in sad mood //cowgirl is this normal to feel pitty alone and the people dont like me my gosh yes pitty potty,,,, now stop poopie....well love yoiu all....have anice day....some contslers are power tripers.....I will do what I feel is good for me YOU ARE MY 2 FAMILY ... poopie
Good for you, Poopie!! If you feel comforted and loved and supported here then you should do what you feel is right. Your counselor couldn't have any idea of the degree of affection everyone feels for you. Don't ever feel alone or uncared for here, everyone here thinks you're great. I'd say you're not only the board author but the board sweetheart as well. You're just precious and we all see that clearly. Your constant love is so apreciated. I just hope we all return it as much as you deserve it. Love, Kat
Hi poopie,
I hope you stay around here. You have such a big heart. We addicts seem to climb up on that pity pot often, I dont know why, maybe someone will explain it.
Best Regards,
Tom
I hope you stay around here. You have such a big heart. We addicts seem to climb up on that pity pot often, I dont know why, maybe someone will explain it.
Best Regards,
Tom
Good on you Kat for questioning how this board couldnt be good for Poopie,whoever is telling her that has another agenda in my opinion,from what Ive ever seen,Poopie recieves and gives support,just the way it should be.
