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i have not used gear for about 5 days and around where I was banging I have got these yellowy bruises appearing. At the minute I am not in Bristol so things are pretty easy for me but I need to go back next week and then what? I swear to god for the past 4-5 months I have been trying my hardest to stop using and all I ever seem to get in is a few days so I am doing better then ususal. But I won't lie I am scared about next week. Peace
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I am always scared 11 months later. I live close enough to WALK and get it. I just hated who I was using. I hated the people I had to deal with. It stoped being any fun so there was no point but, to feel okay. I don't wanna go there, yeah I wanna get high but, it won't happen like that. I still want that one last hit, I avoid it. Keep up with this message board. Try to find something anything to do that you can do besides using. I got clean using the methadone clinic for 8 months. I tried several times to do it on my own. I could never get clean longer then a few days without the done. You can do it, it is worth it. It's always hard but, it gets easier.
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Hiya,
I had to move away to get clean aswell. Going back to my home town terrifies me, but I got prescribed Blockers (naltrexone) fae my GP and that obviously stops you using.
You need to be clean for 7-10 days before you can take them. Any GP in the UK is supposed to be allowed to prescribe them.
I wish you luck going home, I know how hard it will be.
Luv Lorz
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Hi danny i am glad you are clean i had a relapse but im getting on with it again we can but try there is nothing more we can do i hope when you go back to bristol you can stay clean it is hard i know but you know you can do it stay strong take care sue