Well my happy thoughts from earlier are gone....i was on my way home from job #2 and i got a call from tom...only it was his co-worker tim calling to tell me that tom was passed out unconscious in the bathroom on the floor with a needle and baggies next to him...
i just had to make the hardest choice of my life...either to have the co-worker call an ambulance or take a chance and try to wake him up instead...so tim hit and punched and poured water on tom to wake him up....
now lets just picture me driving 35 mins up to where tom works crying hysterically on the phone hearing all of this going on...
so tim finally gets him awake and conscious after 20 mins of trying to wake him up...20 mins tom was unconscious but still breathing...like wtf is wrong with him...i am just literally in shock right now...i cant believe this is my life...
I'm so sorry Becky. I hope he makes it. Maybe this will be the wake up call he needs.
Beck
Beck
nah def not a wake up call at all for him...says he passes out all the time...that we are all blowing it way out of proportion...well i wasnt tehre so i really dont know but his co-worker must have been super upset to kick the frekaing door down to get to tom...thats all i know...
What the hell is going on here? Honey, why are you letting yourself live like this is the question. I thought he wanted to be clean? What happened?
he slipped up...1st time using in about 2 wks...took way too much...and i guess that is what happens...1st time anything like this has ever happennned since we have been together...so upsetting my goodness...he was supposed to be getting the pellet tomorrow and he just chickens out because it brings on such severe depression...also he was drinking heavily during the day and that usually leads to him relapsing to heroin...
