Trying To Start Sub..help!

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i was set to start sub but there was a mixup at the pharmacy that lasted 2 weeks..now i can pick it up. i was only taking around 10 lortab, 10mg, a day when i was ready to qiut but then the mixup and i couldn't get the sub. that was 2 weeks ago, since then i have started taking more..like 20 a day. i tell myself that i might as well enloy it because when they fix the mixup and i can pick up the sub...it will be over..amazing what games your mind plays! i know i need to stop. before the mixup i was doing everything to prepare for sobriety like excersising, eating right, cutting down on smoking and taking the right vitamines but when i went to pick up my sub and they told me they have to verify with my dr. and it would take a couple more days...that killed me! now it seems like i have lost the drive! i even started accupunture 2 weeks before i was going to stop and since the mixup i haven't been there either...this sucks! i wish i had someone i could talk to that is in the same situation, i think that would help me get back on track. when i say 'talk to " i mean on the phone. i am not big on typing!...anyone out there/
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Hi Bradley
Before I started sub, I had my own little party as well. I figured I should enjoy my last hoorah, your hoorah got extended.

When are you suppose to start sub?

Redd