Hi guys,As some of you know Ive been having a ruff go for 2 mths.for 2mths now I have not been able to talk(My girls love it)I have a condition where scar tissure(?) grows on my vocal cords.I had surgery 5 years ago and was told than that chances are that it will keep comming back & I will have to keep haven it removed.Well I went to my sub Dr today & talk to him about some issues I was having.He upped me 2mg which isnt bad though I dont want to go any higher.
Anyways my sister call the throat Dr and he wants me in the hospital Mon-Tues for pre ops & than I guess Wedesday he wants to do it.I would be totally in lien if I say Im not scared.The truth of it is Im scared stiffless.I was told that everytime this happens my chances for loosen my voice for good goes up.I may be a pain in the butt for the next couple days needing more support than usual.If I am please forgive me.My BF & my daughter are my world and I really dont want them to know just how scared I am.I am so thankful I am to be a part of this board the support that is given here really helps alot.
So to those of you who knew what was going on & to those that didnt this is the lastest news that Ive got.Take Care.....mj
MJ don't worry honey, i promise to be there for you, it will help keep my mind off of my cravings.
i love you and my prayers are with you and your family!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox's
i love you and my prayers are with you and your family!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox's
Hey miss Janet I hope you know Ill be thinking of you Monday isnt that when everything changes for you?Thank you for being here.I hope you still say that after I wine for the next couple days lol....mj
MJ
your come trough this with flying colors I just know it !!!
your come trough this with flying colors I just know it !!!
mj as long as you put up with my whining, i can put up with yours
pinky swear!
pinky swear!
Hi mj Its always nerve racking when you have to go for surgery and for some reason the older I get the more scared I am about having surgery.Try and think positive hopefully It wont grow back and this is the last time you will have to have this done and if you cant come here to express your fears where can you go?Thats what were here for ,try not to get yourself all worked up listen to some music or watch a good movie I know easier said than done, everything will work out just fine and were here if you need to worry with someone.Take care Tracey
I swear.I never mind you venting you know that.Marina if your still around...................YELLOW!!!! Hope everything is great for you.....mj
Hey Tracey how are you doing today?If ya want me to be honest,Im in a great mood right now.I am glad its getting done.My BF gave me my mothers day present early(digital camera)and Ive wanted one for so long,so for right now Im fine but its so nice to know that you guys are here for me if I get all bugged out.
Have you talk to beck?Hope shes doing good to....mj
Hey Tracey how are you doing today?If ya want me to be honest,Im in a great mood right now.I am glad its getting done.My BF gave me my mothers day present early(digital camera)and Ive wanted one for so long,so for right now Im fine but its so nice to know that you guys are here for me if I get all bugged out.
Have you talk to beck?Hope shes doing good to....mj
MJ:
I have never had surgery *knock on wood* but it is absolutely one of my biggest fears. I so wish you didnt have this to go through. Then the worry about your voice not returning on top of it all.
I really dont know what to say but I wanted you to know I feel for you. It seems so fast but hindsight, that could be a blessing. It will give you less time to be afraid and speaking sooner!
In all honestly, I would be so scared too. The upside is you know what to expect, somewhat. Little consolation, huh. And this WILL be the last time you have to have it done! :)
I have never had surgery *knock on wood* but it is absolutely one of my biggest fears. I so wish you didnt have this to go through. Then the worry about your voice not returning on top of it all.
I really dont know what to say but I wanted you to know I feel for you. It seems so fast but hindsight, that could be a blessing. It will give you less time to be afraid and speaking sooner!
In all honestly, I would be so scared too. The upside is you know what to expect, somewhat. Little consolation, huh. And this WILL be the last time you have to have it done! :)
MJ sorry to hear about your news, but it will all turn out for the best. Whine all you want and need to girl. You listen to all of us. Time about is fair play. You are one tough cookie, you have already proved that, just keep your head up and pray, pray, pray.
MJ,, I am really sorry that you have to go thru this but I know you have been suffering with you throat for awhile now, so it is good that you are finally getting it taken care of I just wish for your sake it did not have to come down to surgery,, I am sure that every thing will be fine I will keep you in my prayers as will many other so with all the prayers that are comming you way I know it will be ok... I know you are scared and don't want to worry you bf or your daughter but maybe you should share that with them it might help alot.. Just a thought.. From what I have read on here you have a wonderful boyfriend and daughter you lucky girl... Wow a digital camera for Mothers day.. that is a great present.. I have one but have had it awhile I would love to have another one with more pixels.. but hey I am just glad I have one at all ... You are going to love it, I know I do mine.. Girl I am here for you if you need to talk anytime.. I know we keep missing each other but I know we will get together soon..
Dear MJ, I'm absolutely certain you're safely in God's hands and He will care for you diligently. It is so scary to have surgery...makes one very vulnerable. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. But it'll be over so fast. Plus you'll have some time where people take care of you for a change. That will be nice in a way...eh? I'll pray for every night and morning...you've been so good to Tracey and I. We love you for it! Cool you got your camera! Love you much, Beck
I was just gonna say I was talking to her yesterday and Ive been running around all day and I hadnt sen her on the board and I just noticed she posted to you here Im just finishing my chores so I can sit down and post to her without having to run around you know what I mean? Great present those cameras are great you have a great boyfriend enjoy your nite Ill be talkin to you girls in abit Tracey
MJ,
Good I am so happy you are finally having it done. You know I'll be praying for you and thinking about you. You'll be just fine, your in good hands...
I have a good feeling about this. God will bring you through it all with flying colors. Hang in there girl. I know your scared but your tougher than you give yourself credit for..... Post away, were all here to listen. Love ya Rae
Good I am so happy you are finally having it done. You know I'll be praying for you and thinking about you. You'll be just fine, your in good hands...
I have a good feeling about this. God will bring you through it all with flying colors. Hang in there girl. I know your scared but your tougher than you give yourself credit for..... Post away, were all here to listen. Love ya Rae
Molly,
Hi, I didn't know about any of what you been dealing with. But you can be sure I'll be praying for ya'. Try not to worry too much, I'm sure it'll all go well. I know easier said than done as I usually worry a little also before a surgery.
I'll be thinking about ya'.........Take care.........God bless...........Bob
Hi, I didn't know about any of what you been dealing with. But you can be sure I'll be praying for ya'. Try not to worry too much, I'm sure it'll all go well. I know easier said than done as I usually worry a little also before a surgery.
I'll be thinking about ya'.........Take care.........God bless...........Bob
Janet,
I just wanted to post to ya' real quick and say hi. I been praying for ya'.
Hang in there, those cravings and obsessions will pass eventually. I'm proud of ya' for not giving up, that takes courage, strength and honesty. Your an inspiration and if nobody told you they loved you today, I love ya'.
Take care............Bob
I just wanted to post to ya' real quick and say hi. I been praying for ya'.
Hang in there, those cravings and obsessions will pass eventually. I'm proud of ya' for not giving up, that takes courage, strength and honesty. Your an inspiration and if nobody told you they loved you today, I love ya'.
Take care............Bob
I will pray for you molly it will be ok your such a dear sole ...you will be ok now I will get off the computer a pray for you ok love poopie happy mothers day
MJ its about time , i know how worried you are but think positive and all will be well, todays tec will make sure of that hun. (((((hugs)))) jackie xxxx
mj im so sorry i didnt know u were not well, and if u did tell me i apologise.....memory loss again.....we are all here for u and im sure u will be ok!! all my prayers and love xoxxoxo
Aww MJ don't be scared, everything will be just fine! I will send you prayers on Wednesday for you. I am sure tons of people here will too, so the man upstairs will have no choice but to make everything ok lol. I'll be thinking of you chicka, I hope you have a wonderful time fishing! I hope you catch the big one. BTW thanx for all of you caring support yesterday! I love ya, Kim
Molly,
Its time, its been time....your voice needs this. I know you are scared, understandably so, but you will be fine. Your voice may even come back, good things will come of this.
You vent away these next couple of days hun, whatever you need, we're here.
I'm just glad something is finally being done, thats no way to live for you.
love ya' girlie
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