Hi everyone,
I've not been around for ever and things are better now so an update.
My fellah was sick I said I knew, I could see it. He takes to his bed is asleep all the time and then he calls the doctor out. The doctor does bloods, blah blah to cut a long story it's prostate cancer very treatable. He is sick, off the gear mainly because he's too sick to score and high on other medications. They were delivering his methadone and epilepsy drugs to him at home. Bedroom looked like a chemist had to keep moving stuff to find my lipsticks and nail varnish.
Then it was an operation 2 nights away then home and more drugs and check ups and treatment.
Now they think it will be fine but still some meds and check ups and he still off the gear God love him but of course now it's hard because he feels so much better and wants to score.
But so far so good in fact it's the needle he's missing more than anything - the I do this at this time of night routine - laying it all out.
So he's struggling but okay and I'm okay now he's up and around I can get some life back and do some stuff for me although we're really broke because he's not been able to work and he's been to ill to stay at home by himself - so I've been at home too I should think about getting my arse into gear instead of pampering myself before the baliffs move in.
Anyway feeling good
love to everyone
k
x
Glad ya posted over here Jazwan.
