Use It 4-5 Times A Year And Want To Stop

Hi everybody

I was introduced to crystal meth during a sex party 4 years ago. I knew it was wrong to experiment. Nevertheless, did it. Since then I end up using it a few times a year. Every abuse is followed by immense guilt. Unfortunately I live in a place where there are no rehab facilities. Ideally I would like to seek counselling and treatment online. Would there be any professionals who can guide me online during my journey of recovery.
There are probably therapists near you that you can go see. There are multiple online therapy companies that you can use.
12 step groups are also an option.
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