Shouldn't I be relieved? I am no longer with my son's addict father (who is working on recovery) so shouldn't I be happy that I don't have to deal with him (as my partner anyway)? In ways, it's what I wanted after I couldn't take anymore, but I'm still just so sad and sitting here torn. I'm sure it's normal given the fact that my world was turned upside down and it's going to take time to pick up the pieces and get back to me but idk I just wish I didn't feel like this because although I'm the one who ended it, I feel like it was vice versa. I HATE ADDICTION. Thanks for letting me vent.
I hate addiction too!!!! I'm not sure if you read my post, it's the one with having a fiance as a method addict. I am not yet in your situation, but I am hoping to be. I wanna get out...I wanna have the strength to get up and leave with my daughter. I'm commenting on your post to let you know that you've given me some hope that I too can do it...
Meth* not method (it got auto corrected)
Hey Kat,
Yes, I did read it and I do believe I commented as well. Thank you for telling me that. The fact that I can give someone else hope is amazing. What I've been through with him has changed me forever! I'm working hard to get myself at least back to a good place but it's tough. What I do is think to the future. I think about time passing and eventually me moving on and losing that feeling for him. When I think of that, I think of how relieved I will be to not have to worry every single day of my life about my addict boyfriend. I think of meeting someone who doesn't have that problem and think about how much easier it would be. Don't get me wrong, I want the absolute best for my son's father and I will always care about him, but as for being with someone with that issue - I just can't do it. Have you gone through a tough breakup before? If so then just think about that and how you moved past it. With time you will heal. If your fianc isn't doing what he should be then you HAVE to leave him. It's very important for both of you. He needs to hit his bottom and if you leaving him doesn't do it then just think how much better off you'll be. As long as he's doing good you should welcome him to your daughter's life but as for you and him, cut those ties because he is dragging you into the nasty world of addiction! I'm going to a al-anon meeting this week. Can't wait!! Be strong and talk to me whenever. Xoxo
Yes, I did read it and I do believe I commented as well. Thank you for telling me that. The fact that I can give someone else hope is amazing. What I've been through with him has changed me forever! I'm working hard to get myself at least back to a good place but it's tough. What I do is think to the future. I think about time passing and eventually me moving on and losing that feeling for him. When I think of that, I think of how relieved I will be to not have to worry every single day of my life about my addict boyfriend. I think of meeting someone who doesn't have that problem and think about how much easier it would be. Don't get me wrong, I want the absolute best for my son's father and I will always care about him, but as for being with someone with that issue - I just can't do it. Have you gone through a tough breakup before? If so then just think about that and how you moved past it. With time you will heal. If your fianc isn't doing what he should be then you HAVE to leave him. It's very important for both of you. He needs to hit his bottom and if you leaving him doesn't do it then just think how much better off you'll be. As long as he's doing good you should welcome him to your daughter's life but as for you and him, cut those ties because he is dragging you into the nasty world of addiction! I'm going to a al-anon meeting this week. Can't wait!! Be strong and talk to me whenever. Xoxo
And I vent! Obviously lol.. That's just as important if you ask me.
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I became desperate and finally googled the subject of having a boyfriend addicted to heroin. I need to talk to you if there is any way we could have a private conversation. You said if anyone needs help on the subject to reach out, I need your help. <3
I became desperate and finally googled the subject of having a boyfriend addicted to heroin. I need to talk to you if there is any way we could have a private conversation. You said if anyone needs help on the subject to reach out, I need your help. <3
