Well hi,to you all,i`ve done it i`ve actually been,to the cdt & registered myself so thats the 1st hurdle jumped over.To be homest i was,shall i?Shan`t i?But then thought sack this,i WANT OFF!!!
Thankfully the lady,said to me that theirs not really a waiting list,& i should get seen fairly rapid?So that`s a big brucey bonus,only trouble she said,there a key worker down on long term sick,but still i should be seen shortly?
Inever told her about my G/F, i think it`s best to tell the key worker that 1,so she can advise me ,appropiately.& thanks bunnyrocker,for your kind words & mindset,bryn i`m not to sure about your 1st paragraph?I`m not sure if u thought boooook`s ,he`s goin to do a rattle abroad?But i honest to god was!!!I had absolutely,no idea she,was at it also!!!She`d kept it,& well done to her,well & truley hidden from me,the 1st i knew was in the cafe,& it fell from her purse,but i even then thought she`d brought it,for me & me alone,it was only at the apartment,when she said your not doin it all in are you,that i said,why don`t tell me your at it as well?Then the dreaded,yeh,came back!!!I`ve found out she hid it from me for 6 moon,or so,& in between she`d got a house of her own,maybe i`ve took your 1st paragraph the wrong way bryn?I sincerely hope so!!!
But anyway,i`ve taken my 1st steps towards bein,a fresh air head again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I 1st began this devil`s game back in 91,when all you had to do was,go up2 the porta cabin at,my local hospital,give em a urine sample,& bingo meth script,on that 4 years,got sent down & sxxt,wot you doin with me meth,you can`t just pour it down the sink,oh yes we can said the screw!!!I`d been clean from opiates,well gear from 97 till 03,had an accident goin to work,had to stay off work 4 years coz of a claim,got depressed again,about not feeling like a man,due to injuries,& thought fxxk it,i`m scripted 4 df`s,might as well take em,4 a buzz,got hooked on them,then thought,i need a bag & whammo,back to the s*** old ways!!!
My testing times,as you`ve both said,is my G/F,but i`ve got off it b4,& know in my heart of hearts,i can do again,it`s just the G/F,that`s my stumbleing block.
I want to be the old me again so so much,maybe,hopefully?It may make her jack it in to?She has`nt the funds to pay 4 it,so 1ce i`ve withdrawn paying 4 it,she may see,the light???
Anyway i`ll keep you all posted,as regards to whats goin on etc,keep up the fight!!!
Want,
Nooooooo, nooooooo I meant I knew exactly how that was as similar happened to me............no, I knew you were sincere........I wasn't being sarcastic......happened exactly to me...........down the shore......a seaside....had my day and a half in.........dude had kicked already........by the time I was wedged between the bed and the wall.......I'm pushing myself to just walk and there it is.........set up on a bureau.........same thing, and ya get like a little kid on Christmas.........like "Ohhhhhhhhhh thank YOU. You did this for me"...........and he's got himself bags stashed too.
Naw, man I hear ya.........we're all at least honest bout that when we set our minds to it..............but sick like that............and miraculously far from home here it is.............can't beat it.
Want, yeah I'd tell the caseworker about your love..........absolutely cause like they say "Two Dead Batteries Don't Start A Car"..........ya can't do it together.
Well, ya could but man that's tough............afterwards in a few months or so...and ya both are clean............hey why not........but Want she gotta do it for herself..........and yeah your money.............makes it easier.
Hang on there.........I'm glad your getting set up........and sorry if ya thought I was being a smart a*s........no, it bourght it all back to me.......same thing.
Nooooooo, nooooooo I meant I knew exactly how that was as similar happened to me............no, I knew you were sincere........I wasn't being sarcastic......happened exactly to me...........down the shore......a seaside....had my day and a half in.........dude had kicked already........by the time I was wedged between the bed and the wall.......I'm pushing myself to just walk and there it is.........set up on a bureau.........same thing, and ya get like a little kid on Christmas.........like "Ohhhhhhhhhh thank YOU. You did this for me"...........and he's got himself bags stashed too.
Naw, man I hear ya.........we're all at least honest bout that when we set our minds to it..............but sick like that............and miraculously far from home here it is.............can't beat it.
Want, yeah I'd tell the caseworker about your love..........absolutely cause like they say "Two Dead Batteries Don't Start A Car"..........ya can't do it together.
Well, ya could but man that's tough............afterwards in a few months or so...and ya both are clean............hey why not........but Want she gotta do it for herself..........and yeah your money.............makes it easier.
Hang on there.........I'm glad your getting set up........and sorry if ya thought I was being a smart a*s........no, it bourght it all back to me.......same thing.
Well done WANTOFF!! You have made the first step to recovery. Only thing I am concerned with is if you stop funding your girlfriends habbit then how else will she pay for it?? Wont she resolve this by starting to steal etc?
Lynds xx
Lynds xx
