Wasted Life

I was talking to my wife tonight about a posting i have thought a lot about. i beieve it was from krazyshone about her son best friend dying at 19yr of age. i have experienced a best friend dying at 20yr on the softball field. but i told my wife i did not no which was more tragic dying young after living a short but happy life or getting close to dying and realize that i had wasted my life. well for 20yrs i have wasted what should have been the years i work towards my retirement years. this addiction has robbed me of lot but most of all it has robbed me of me. i am trying so hard to get off this methadone. the only way my life will not totally be in vain is if i can get and stay in recovery and help others that suffer.
jw,
Try posting on the Heroin board or the Pain Pill board about tapering off methadone. Try to talk with Tina (MistyEyes) or Silent Partner, both are well educated on methadone, tapering, or switching to Sub.