Well..........i Did It

Pain Pills
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I thought i would let ya'll know that................. i got a plane ticket, got a kick a** deal...........like seriously amazing, and next week...........i will be on my way back. I was open and honest, i believe i am leaving on good terms....... i made a three week commitment, to just keep a open mind and see what i really need to do. He doesnt want me gone that is a given, but i told him that i need air i need to breathe, so in three weeks i will have a final desicion and we will both be on the same page. I have to admitt thought that i am very scared and nervouse but i guess that is a given. My flight lands and gives me just the right amount of time to go to my home group meeting, i am so stoked for that. Hopefully i can keep ya'll posted...........lol.........dont even have a phone line at the ranch, doubt i will have internet to bump off of lol............but i will when i can.! so ya this i guess is just a FYI post!

love you guys

Pants
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Pants what your doing is anything and everything to stay sober.

Way to go

Jeff
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Go Pants,

Wishing you all the best

Wendy
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lol........thanks jeff, my sobriety wasnt really my worry........but it will continue to grow with meetings agian.!!!.........:)

Pants
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Can't wait to have you back in Utah!
heart,
jane
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PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! You go girl.

I am so so happy for you.....

My god, just think of all the possibilities..........and to be truly happy again.

You have a golden oppurtunity here Pants............go with it girl, follow your heart.

You are going to be so missed though.

I know your not leaving yet.........but......when you do please keep us posted when you can.

I and alot of others will be wondering about you.

Big Big Hugs.

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Thanks Java

i know................. i feel like a little kid again, wondering what i could be when i grow up.................lol.....................hmmmmmmmmmmm........ maybe i should start a poll on that one..............lol..................

i will miss you guys to! where else am i going to get such a good group of people, who can actually put up with me!!!

Pants
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Pants only so many % of addicts do everything and anything to stay sober. They make tough decisions or "ACTIONS"

You should be darn proud of yourself.

I am very happy for you, Keep taking action.


Jeff
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ya know what jeff you are so right!!! i have never admitted ever being proud of anything i have done, and i have alot to be proud of!!! i have came along way, and i (knock on wood) kicked pills the first time i tried, and have made it two years without any stumble pill wise, and that is just a miracle!!! so i am proud of myself to!!!!!

Pants
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You can be anything you want to be..............You are so full of life........

Get out there and live your life Pants, and never settle for anything less than absolute happiness. You deserve it all.

Dont know why this hit me so hard, I am just so so happy for you sweetie.

Big Hugs.
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Pants

You've been so sweet to me. I wish you all the best.

If you're ever in Oklahoma, we should go fishin. You can clean and I'll cook. (outside of course :)

Hawk
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OOOOOOOOOH Java, you were starting to like me werent you!!!!!!!

Hawk, that would be a blast, i got a new filet knife that i have never used!!!! as long as you eat it , i would say you have a deal!!!!

you guys are to cute!!!

Pants
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I was cool with it until you mentioned the knife. Now I'm scared!!!!

Just kidding. I only hope the best for ya. You seem like a great gal.

If there's anything I can ever do to help you, I'm here.

Hawk
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Pants

You weren't talking to me, but I like you too.

I wish nothing but the best for you.

Nothing like being clean.
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LOL............k hawk tell me this.................how do you filet a fish witout a knife?

that is a secret i dont know?

pants
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Pants

Ya can't do it but it's still scary for a woman to have a knife in her hands.

I guess it's just me?!?

Hawk
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Pants,

Keep in mind that most libraries have computers that you can use to stay in touch and it may be what you need to help you with your decisions. Best of luck! You'll love the flight. It's SO much faster....if somewhat crowded these days.
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ok Hawk............. i figured it out ..........you have two options here.........you can roast it over a fire............you can put it in tin foil and do a foil dinner wit taters and sucha and cook it in coals...............or you can do sushi.........

any of those better?

Pants
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hey pants this is wonderful............

your taking your life back and taking charge...............
your seeking happiness and this is EXCITING !

YOU GO GIRL................

thumper
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Hey Pants, Were you able to access the website or call the airlines about what you can take on your flight? Remember to allow yourself plenty of time to check in and go through security. Shantel