Went To Go To An N.a. Meeting, But...

I couldn't make it in the door of th church, I must have driven around the place ten time, I just couldn't go in, I was afraid!!! Why the hell was I so afriad? I have 4 months coming up, what the hell is this?? What does this mean?
Fear is a healthy response to the unknown. I understand how you could feel this way. Try again...you will find people who are just like you...and like the people on the board...all addicts...

The biggest part will be to stop the car, open the door, walk to the meeting door and open it....once you get inside you will be welcomed with open arms....the newcomer is the most important person at the meeting.

Good luck sweety!
Fear is a healthy response to the unknown.

Spoken like a true WARRIOR!

That fear can also be manipulated into a learning experience to aide you in your recovery!

All the best!

Darin

PS.....Jack cracks me up to Trooper.....so does Omi!