What Do I Do

Pain Pills
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What do i do What is my first step i dont want this crap to run my life anymore i'm sick of thinking about that all day long i'm sick of not getting good sleep i'm sick of ruining my relationships and not handeling situations right

i just want to be normal i'm so mad at myslfe for ever doing any kind of drug
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SOMEONE PLEASE i dont know what to do

i know i need to talk to someone who can help but i need to find a new doctar to talk to i cant talk to my fam. doc. he doesn't understand

i'm afraid to talk to someone about it b/c i'm afraid i can get in to troubel for taking the pills from my parents or they will get in troubel

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I'M GOING CRAZY
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The first thing you need 2 do is tell someone you have a problem and that you want help. Tell someone you trust and that will be understanding. THat is your first step. once you have done that then you and whoever can decide what you need 2 do next Its sound to me you are early in your addiction get help NOW. If not it will only get harder. Post back if you have any questions
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i feel copmletely alone in a web of lies i have formed nobody knows what i have done i have my regulars and then all my here and there more severe ex, cocaine, i was so mad at myselfe for doing these things i just dontknow what ot do
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You have too ask for help.. Isent there anyone you could talk to? You might get in trouble with your parents but other than that you should be okay, you could be in a lot more trouble if you dont get help. One of the hardest things 2 do is admitt you have a problem, but I promise if you do that you will be one step closer to your sanity. Hang in there.
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Thanks for the advice i have a person that i can go to she's delt with depression so she will understand but after i talk to her i dont know what to do

i want to be high so bad