evening all,
i got released from prison on wed and all i can think bout is getting a charge. i don't want to feel like this, but i can't help it. I've been in prison since the end of March and although i've been stoned a few times inside it was nothing serious. i was meant to be getting naltrexone from the drug worker in the prison but that fell through. i dont want to go back to the way i was last year as i was in a bad way, but i feel like i dont have the power to stop myself myself from getting stoned. i know my life is so much better as it is right now, and i know if i go back on the gear it will just end up a mess, but i dont know if i can stop myself from taking a charge. i know you've all heard it before but hs anyone got any suggestions, regards,
Kev
Yo, Kev
You still out there anywhere?
There's LIFE. Yeah it can really suckadoodle, but look you're out.
Sounds like you were picking up before ya picked up. Sabatoging yourself. I am so sorry nobody was on when you asked. Yeah, man there's ummmm, exercise, and jump rope, and food, and MUSIC!!!!!!!!!! There's pain, and tears, and babies, and women, and men, and family, and strangers, and films, and art museums, and park benches (just to sit not to live), and MUSIC!!!!!!!!
Hang on there buddy. Please come back. Don't put yourself out there. Ya have a chance. My dear, dear friend was Kev. I saw your name and my heart skipped. He's dead. Don't set yourself up, Kev. Come on back.
You still out there anywhere?
There's LIFE. Yeah it can really suckadoodle, but look you're out.
Sounds like you were picking up before ya picked up. Sabatoging yourself. I am so sorry nobody was on when you asked. Yeah, man there's ummmm, exercise, and jump rope, and food, and MUSIC!!!!!!!!!! There's pain, and tears, and babies, and women, and men, and family, and strangers, and films, and art museums, and park benches (just to sit not to live), and MUSIC!!!!!!!!
Hang on there buddy. Please come back. Don't put yourself out there. Ya have a chance. My dear, dear friend was Kev. I saw your name and my heart skipped. He's dead. Don't set yourself up, Kev. Come on back.
