This is a Q that im curious about what makes people try heroin? is it cause they wanna know what it feels like ? but what i dont understand is everyone knows heroin gets a hold of ya an makes ya life a missery in the long run init? xxxx
In my stupid fu*&^ed up mind i thought it would be "cool" to try it... i was only fifteen at the time (26 now) i took it again at 21 when most other people were doing it and i thought when i heard about people getting addicted and becoming addicts " that'll never happen to me" HOW WRONG WAS I???? I hate the stuff with a passion now, it is like the midas touch but opposite if you know what i mean, it turns people into a negative, it kills so many ( but not always with death) i could go on and on but i'll not. i just wish i never ever took the stuff
I had a migraine.
well, well for me i acually DID NOT BELIVE at all it was as bad as it is. So naive i know. I saw my brother + other relatives dope sick i honest to god thought they were just being dramatic. Drugs and drinking were always a constant in my life growing up in my family and neighborhood. I always saw it so i never had a fear. I started drinking and doing pills at 14 and pot at 10. EVERYONE I KNEW did dope...... so when in Rome!. Maybe i was never taught any better. Maybe even if i came from a safe suburban home i would have still done it. I've always been a thrill seeker I knew so many people addicted I wanted to see what the hype was about. I had tried everything else had been mainlining coke for years before trying H at 24. The coke and amphetamines withdraw was the real acual reason i tried H. I was strung out no sleep in days my bf "at the time" ask if i wanted a hit to help me sleep. He was/is a heroin addict. "It sounded like a good ideal". I DID SLEEP he started sharing his with me every morning after about 2 weeks i started getting sick before he made it home i'ld call him at work. We broke up months later my addiction was full on. YES i do still hate him in a way for turning me on to h. I know he did not force it but, HE KNEW how bad it was and i loved and trusted him with all my heart "which comes back to why i belive fully never trust a junkie". I think he is partly responsible or maybe i'm still in denial. After all has been said and done I'ld never change it. I learned so much about myself and people in general i'm the person i am because i fought thru it.
thanks for getting back to me its interesting (excuse spelling ) to know why ppl try out these things im to scared to mess with drugs as my partner is a recovering addict i seen his life fall apart before my eyes its like an illness you need gear to make you better but in the long run its making you worse anyway stay positive but most of all stay strong x
bryn
did it get rid of your migrain? lol
did it get rid of your migrain? lol
Hi,
Bit of a different reason, but I tried heroin cos I was living with a heroin addict and I just wanted to understand a bit more where he was at I guess. Dodgy, I know, but I felt so revolting the day after that I avoided it like the plague.
Bit of a different reason, but I tried heroin cos I was living with a heroin addict and I just wanted to understand a bit more where he was at I guess. Dodgy, I know, but I felt so revolting the day after that I avoided it like the plague.
Yeah my migraine went away......and I got more headaches....LOL....not even funny right?
Lacey, wow thank goodness ya got skeeved.........dangerous stuff.
Lacey, wow thank goodness ya got skeeved.........dangerous stuff.
One part curiosity the other wanting to fit in.
Oh lordy..........insanity no doubt..........i was certainly old enough to know better.............started with depression after leaving my husband for another man.........then self medicating the pain.........from darvocet to percs to the devils' drug oxycontin.........and from there of course heroin..........from snorting it to booting it..............what a life of hell.........i am grateful every day i dont have to live that life anymore
Suppose in my partners situation, he started selling it first and because he was making so much money he started using crack and had a bad habbit on that but I think heroin is cheaper. He was spending thousands of pounds a week on crack. The other 2 times he blames stress and crisis...poor excuse but he thought once or twice wouldnt take a hold on him but yip it did and look at him now....6 months later after about 30 attempts to get clean he still isnt!
I have never touched anything in my life and I think this is enough to put me off. Although I may be curious thats how it will stay because it does not tempt me one little bit.
xx
I have never touched anything in my life and I think this is enough to put me off. Although I may be curious thats how it will stay because it does not tempt me one little bit.
xx
I was coming out of experimenting with the psychedelic 70,s the cocaine 80,s and heroin was the next drug in line. I cant believe I was 26 yrs old before I started with that stuff.
When I came back from CA. in 1982 , that old gang of mine had moved on to dope. I had never got into it in Ca.-( maybe tried it once ot twice)
(insecurity? self esteem issues?) My old friends on the east coast got me feeling that I was missing something when I came back- so I started chipping around in the mid 80,s on NY,s lower east side. By 1986 I had a bad habit. By the end of the 80,s -early 90,s - I had a nice arrest record- and a young son.& was unemployable.
Methadone pulled me out of it- but it wasnt supposed to be forever.
But to answer your question - I guess it was peer pressure, and wanting to fit in. In the beginning in was the hip life to sniff a little . When it turned to needles and sickness and crime, the hipness was long gone, and so were the friends who introduced me to it. It was every man for themselves.
best regards,
jack
When I came back from CA. in 1982 , that old gang of mine had moved on to dope. I had never got into it in Ca.-( maybe tried it once ot twice)
(insecurity? self esteem issues?) My old friends on the east coast got me feeling that I was missing something when I came back- so I started chipping around in the mid 80,s on NY,s lower east side. By 1986 I had a bad habit. By the end of the 80,s -early 90,s - I had a nice arrest record- and a young son.& was unemployable.
Methadone pulled me out of it- but it wasnt supposed to be forever.
But to answer your question - I guess it was peer pressure, and wanting to fit in. In the beginning in was the hip life to sniff a little . When it turned to needles and sickness and crime, the hipness was long gone, and so were the friends who introduced me to it. It was every man for themselves.
best regards,
jack
