hello everyone,i was just realising how the days just get eaten away by the contsant circle of things that i need to do everyday just to keep going,that `s what i think each time ive got clean,theres just too much time to think,ive got no excuses for my addiction,no bad childhood no problems ive just enjoyed getting off my face in any way since i can remember,i remember being about 11 yrs old and crushing pain killers into cans of coca cola cos it was supposed to get u high!Then i started drinking ,then i found uppers wich i enjoyed for a long time i loved going to out door raves/parties and dancing all night then i started the heroin to comr down off the uppers and i loved the hit off the heroin much more than any thing i had had before,and that was that and now hear i am six nearly seven years later,still hooked,is everyone clean on here?on scripts?im feeling worse todasy cos we had a couple ov grams ov crack yesterday aswell,i hadnt had any for a while,i live in wales were are all of you?
julz xxx
Alright Juls.welcome to the board its a good for talking bout anything from drugs to hamsters.Theres no barriers wether yer clean 10yr..or 10days...its a leveller coz i suppose ya get what ya put in.Me..i started off much like yerself drugwise..ended up 10yrs.on gear&benzos..am on a l/t meth.script(7yr)and am clean for 8mnths.Yer right about the days runnin away&im sure the crack binge didnt do wonders for the head either.Take care..........Davey
