Diff,
where are you?
how are you?
I know you were going away with the little person what news how's that man of yours?
k
x
Hi there, Im still in the land of living! My heads a bit wrecked coz of family stuff, and I'm full of cold too, but my little girl is doing great - she's discovered her voice over these past few weeks, and is enjoying having her little say about things. She shouts and me and her dad on a regular basis, when she thinks she should be having a bit more attention. She makes me laugh so much, she's such a character. She is defo the one in charge!
I've got stacks of washing to do - it's been raining cats and dogs these past few days so I've been putting it off till I can peg out, but it's starting to take over the house, so I'm just going to have to wash and dry it all at the launderette. I'm such a domestic goddess....
love
diff xxx
I've got stacks of washing to do - it's been raining cats and dogs these past few days so I've been putting it off till I can peg out, but it's starting to take over the house, so I'm just going to have to wash and dry it all at the launderette. I'm such a domestic goddess....
love
diff xxx
Hey Differ,
SO glad your back and safe. i forgot you were going away till Bryn reminded me. isn't it funny when the kids start to vocalize themselves? it's so cute.....and yes it IS to grab your attention. hope things are good with your dude.
me, same s*** different day. only thing different is that today is my birthday. had a decent day, but i did cry once.....they say it's bad luck to cry on your b-day. who is THEY anyway??? ya ever wonder?
my BF is still high as a kite. lost his job, lost me and been arrested........still out there using. what the f***?? he says he hates it and he can't live this way anymore.....but he does! i told him that he don't want it bad enough. i told him he is high becasue he WANTS to be. he gets mad.
wants to be with me tonight. it is my birthday and i do miss him......i'm just afraid that if he comes over and we make love, i'll be sucked back into the web. i miss him SOOO much and want him badly, but i want the guy that i met back. i don't want this person who is nodding out and smoking all night long.
just a mess. glad to see ya.......Bryn has kept me in stitches. she had her share of crap while you were gone,......sure you read up since you got home.
take it easy,
xo
D
SO glad your back and safe. i forgot you were going away till Bryn reminded me. isn't it funny when the kids start to vocalize themselves? it's so cute.....and yes it IS to grab your attention. hope things are good with your dude.
me, same s*** different day. only thing different is that today is my birthday. had a decent day, but i did cry once.....they say it's bad luck to cry on your b-day. who is THEY anyway??? ya ever wonder?
my BF is still high as a kite. lost his job, lost me and been arrested........still out there using. what the f***?? he says he hates it and he can't live this way anymore.....but he does! i told him that he don't want it bad enough. i told him he is high becasue he WANTS to be. he gets mad.
wants to be with me tonight. it is my birthday and i do miss him......i'm just afraid that if he comes over and we make love, i'll be sucked back into the web. i miss him SOOO much and want him badly, but i want the guy that i met back. i don't want this person who is nodding out and smoking all night long.
just a mess. glad to see ya.......Bryn has kept me in stitches. she had her share of crap while you were gone,......sure you read up since you got home.
take it easy,
xo
D
Hi Danie, you've come a long way girl. You've had the courage to do what was necessary. But you're right to be wary of the pitfalls. I'm sorry that you're faced with this dilemma on your birthday. When you are making love with a man who you do have strong feelings for it's easy to allow the comfort of that situation to overwhelm you, coz in that moment when you're curled up in each others arms all the bad stuff just fades away. But just remember when he leaves your bed in the morning looking for his next hit it will all come crashing back, and you'll feel the hurt and disappointment all over again.
And by the way, you are right, when you say he doesn't want it enough. All us addicts kid ourselves that we don't have a choice, but we do. Every time he does gear, it's not because someone is forcing him, it's because he wants to, because the alternative is so unattractive. But it's always a choice. If you had to walk across hot coals to be with someone you loved, you'd do it, even though you'd get burnt feet!
happy birthday!
love
Diff xxx
And by the way, you are right, when you say he doesn't want it enough. All us addicts kid ourselves that we don't have a choice, but we do. Every time he does gear, it's not because someone is forcing him, it's because he wants to, because the alternative is so unattractive. But it's always a choice. If you had to walk across hot coals to be with someone you loved, you'd do it, even though you'd get burnt feet!
happy birthday!
love
Diff xxx
When will it stop raining?
Was up to my big knickers in mud at glastonbury now can't even get the big knickers dry. man still off the gear which is fab considering the stuff flying round the festival I got high just making coffee outside.
Please any witches out there some sun please, Diff you're welsh don't you know some wise no rain word chant.
karen
x
Was up to my big knickers in mud at glastonbury now can't even get the big knickers dry. man still off the gear which is fab considering the stuff flying round the festival I got high just making coffee outside.
Please any witches out there some sun please, Diff you're welsh don't you know some wise no rain word chant.
karen
x
I've never seen weather like it in June - all my fruit trees have blown over! We had a litle Glasto party in the house last night. Chemicals did a bangin' set! Awesome! But I'm glad I was nice and warm and comfy on the sofa, coz it looked pretty wet at Glasto!
The rains good for the garden - apart from the trees blowing over!
But I do have a spell book - I'll have a little look, just for you and your big pants!
love
Diff xxx
The rains good for the garden - apart from the trees blowing over!
But I do have a spell book - I'll have a little look, just for you and your big pants!
love
Diff xxx
