Well I've decided to break up with my boyfriend but when I start talking about it he makes me feel guilty and i never do break up. I haven't seen him in 7 months because he's been doing the suboxene treatment and going to meetings. I just can't shake off the past. The last time I saw he was high on xanax. He said he's been good, but I just can't trust him anymore. I don't know what to do? Should i wait it out and see what happens or just break it off and hope he won't hate me. Pls help.
you have to move on and look after you, it's only natural that you are feeling guilty, one of the many things addicts are good at is manipulating people, i've done it myself, much to my regret- you have nothing to feel guilty about, you have a life to live, if he truly cared for you he would accept this and let you go- harsh but true- you said it yourself, you cannot trust him, and your right- addicts lie, cheat and use people to get what we want- we are the most selfish people, when we are using- the drugs always come first- walk away and dont look back- there is no future in the past- you should consider going to a counsellor or therapist for some support- you have been through alot and now it is time to look after you- take it from someone on the other side of the fence, you do not want to live in the world of addiction or the life of an addict- you deserve more for yourself - best of luck- dont look back-
Thanks! Its just really hard! I'm always scared I'm making the wrong choice.
