I am starting to think that my God has a really sick sense of humor. Things have been much crazier since I have gotten sober.
I feel like I want to crack..
or cry my eyes out.
HELP.
It is work, weird people from meetings, counselors that want to vist..and stay...with me...that are married..
I want to hide away...
but that is how my disease feeds..
I don't even want to come here anymore..lol...that is strange for me, I am an board addict..lol..
Does anyone else feel like this???????
Kerry
Kerry, check your e-mail.
Ker- You nailed it good. We all want to hide or run, but we have no where to run to. Hang in there I know it is hard. You live in the most beautiful place on Earth. You are going to be fine. Don't make me come there...haha
Dear Kerry What can I do to help you feel better??????mj
Hi Kerry hun our bodys are going through so much right now its a bit like a jigsaw puzzle for want of a better phrase i know my body has been under so much stress over the years its no wonder parts of me dont know how to behave lol not to mention the emotions all upside down. i think personaly my problem was expecting far too much from recovery far too soon i thought i would quit and become wonder women ummmmm lol all i do is sleep in fact if i wanted to be negative i sometimes feel i was better off on pills but we all know thats a faulse sense of security. you will feel better hun (((hugs))) jackie xxx
Hi Kerry-
Sorry that you are going through a bad time right now. Can you talk to your sponsor?
I hope you feel better soon. It will pass. Please stay strong. God bless.
Love,
Marie
Sorry that you are going through a bad time right now. Can you talk to your sponsor?
I hope you feel better soon. It will pass. Please stay strong. God bless.
Love,
Marie
Molly, thanks, you can make me feel better by letting me know your progress...l
None and danny, I emailed you back..
Jacky, thanks...you put things in perspective. I have been doing lots of sleeping myself..
Maybe all of this craziness happened before; but I was just numb.
I am going to read steps one two and three now...
Kerry
None and danny, I emailed you back..
Jacky, thanks...you put things in perspective. I have been doing lots of sleeping myself..
Maybe all of this craziness happened before; but I was just numb.
I am going to read steps one two and three now...
Kerry
LB I wrote it down & will send you mine.Please know you have a friend in me.I will do what I can to try & help....mj
Morning Kerry,
Well you must be loved sweetie cause I just sent you an email too. The number you lost is in there. I am sending another, now......
Love Yah,
Tina
Well you must be loved sweetie cause I just sent you an email too. The number you lost is in there. I am sending another, now......
Love Yah,
Tina
KEEP IN MIND THAT OLD SAYING{ ONE I'VE BEEN TOLD ALL MY LIFE,ANYWAY] "THIS TO SHALL PASS.MAYBE NOT TODAY,NOT TOMORROW,BUT IT WILL PASS"
NOT GREAT WORDS TO LIVE BY BUT THEY HAVE HELPED ME MANY TIMES..
DJ
NOT GREAT WORDS TO LIVE BY BUT THEY HAVE HELPED ME MANY TIMES..
DJ
DJ Truer words....It just feels like hell in the moment.Its hard to look ahead when you are just starting recovery.But as someone on here says.One day at a time.Heck 1 minute at a time if you have to.Just keep trying sweety....mj
Kerry, hang in there your God loves you..... Phillipians 4:13 says " I can do all things through Christ who strenghtens me"
prayerfully, WENS
prayerfully, WENS
thank you...
kerry
kerry
Hi little beach (((((((hugs))))))))))you will get there huh i jave every faith in you jackie xxx
Well, this will sound like really weird advice but it works for me. Whenever I am having a rough go of it and I feel like crying, I will. Sometimes having a good cry makes you feel better afterwards. You've realeased the pent up frustrations. I also find writing a letter and just let loose on it (cuss, moan, whatever) and then burn it when you're finished or rip it up helps too. If you have a sponsor, I'd give them a call just to get support while you work through this. The favorite motto "This too shall pass." and it will. Kind of like a broken heart in HS, you think it will never heal but it does and life moves on. Essentially we all "broke up" with our addiction and now we have to heal our hearts and move on. Hang in there, friend!
KERRY, WHAT DAY ARE YOU IN? IT IS EASY TO THINK THAT GOD IS NOT THEIR, BUT HE IS. HE IS IN ALL OF THESE PEOPLE ON THIS BOARD, HE IS IN THE FORM OF ANYBODY AND ANYTHING THAT IS HELPING YOU HOWEVER SMALL OR LARGE THAT MAY BE. LIKE THE OTHERS ARE SAYING TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY AND THEN ANOTHER WILL PASS BY. YOU MUST KEEP LOOKING FORWARD, BUT NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU WERE AND HOW MUCH BETTER YOU ARE TODAY.
BELIEVE
BELIEVE
oooooyes yes kerry I feel the same way. I been going throw heck and all I think about is running away but no place to go ..so hang in there my sweet littlebeach love you poopie
Hi Kerry - I'm sorry to hear you're not feeling well. Life really just sucks sometimes, especially when people you trust turn into such a fraud - like your counselor. Anyway, in the misery that my life has pretty much been the past week, the serenity prayer is a constant companion and source of support.
Peace;
Jim
Peace;
Jim
Kerry,
I sure hope you're feeling a little better. Life is hard, these things will happen. Thank goodness you are clean and can make the right choices when these situations arise. Who knows what choices you would make otherwise. I for one would miss you if you stayed away from the board. Take care...
God Bless,
Deb
I sure hope you're feeling a little better. Life is hard, these things will happen. Thank goodness you are clean and can make the right choices when these situations arise. Who knows what choices you would make otherwise. I for one would miss you if you stayed away from the board. Take care...
God Bless,
Deb
Hey Kerry, don't isolate, we all do it so well when things get hard, and it's so bad for us. Keep talking, even when you don't feel like it. Hey, that's what we're all here for! Besides, how many people have such good taste in music! lol. Love, Kat
