rich5b Posted: January 31, 2005, 3:32 PM
Posts: 6
Joined: January 28, 2005
Hi.
I truly understand and sympathize with your detox.I too had a long hard relationship with oxy's.No matter how I tried to manipulate the dose, the days, the Dr's, or the pills, they won.Not only did they win but they kicked my A**. And always waiting was that hideous withdrawl.Let me say now that withdrawl CAN be done, and you're doing it.Think of your withdrawl as the first strike against the pills and the power they have over you. Imagine yourself ramming your fist down the throat of that selfless monster called addiction.Stand firm in your conviction and be proud.Through the pain of detox you begin to smother the beast, the stronger you are the weaker it becomes.You will be putting him back in his cage where he is relatively dormant.Then through a good program of recovery you have an excellent opportunity to keep him under control.It's a fight and you are winning.The addiction is screaming through your pain and despair right now.Just stay strong. That b****** is almost back in the box!
thank you...
I am third time loser to opiates...
It is like kissing the devil...
I kinda just feel so defeated right now...
but I know if I can get myself back on solid ground, I can do it..
but damn...
hang in rich..are you detoxing also?
kerry
I am third time loser to opiates...
It is like kissing the devil...
I kinda just feel so defeated right now...
but I know if I can get myself back on solid ground, I can do it..
but damn...
hang in rich..are you detoxing also?
kerry