Wot Is Wrng Wit Me

okay ive never went as far as herion but most other things i came ive taken ive conquered......

but am 20 years old nw i only smoke blow an weed the odd time i basically stay away frm drugs but i dnt feel

im never happy, i cant feel anything but empty i live waitin to die i dnt knw if its because ive f***ed my brain up or if i was always like this. i mean i dnt feel sad or anything mostsly am weird like am waitin and i just want to knw W.T.F am i normal was it the drugs or is it me..have i always been a phyco,scarcastic weird person.

please if anyone ever feels like this or has or anything please help am so lost.magseaneen@hotmail.co.uk
Hello me 008~

It may be the drugs...my daughter described feeling exactly as you do when she was in active addiction - all emptiness and wondering why she was here. Come one back and talk to the people here...it will help...many understand your feelings and have been there before. Hope you'll be back...

Peace~MomNMore
Welcome Me....:)...we have all felt like that...whats happening in your life thats making you feel so down ? There are good people here...you've got some good ears to spill to and some good shoulders if you need it...

Hey, welcome to the board. Those feelings you have experienced, most of us on here have had them. Were they there before the drugs? I don't know. What i know for me is drugs brings all those sh*tty thoughts back in my head so i do my best to stay away from them... but that is just me. Wish there was something i could say that would really help, but all l i can say is come on here when you are feeling down as there are loads of peeps willing to help. Take care, Kev