Wots Next,... Other Than A Relapse?

Methamphetamines
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HI THERE, IM A SIMPLE GIRL FROM CAPE TOWN SA, ALTHOUGH MOST OF YOU ARE FROM THE STATES, I THOUGHT MAYBE 1 OF YOU WOULD BEABLE TO HELP?????
IVE BEEN OUT OF REHAB 4 BOUT A MNTH NOW, AND LIFE JUST DOESNT SEEM TO BE GETTING ANY BETTA! HONESTLY I CANT SEEM TO NOTICE ANY CHANGES... WELL EXCEPT 4 THE FACT THAT IVE GAINED 20 KG. RIGHT NOW I CANT WISH FOR ANYTHING MORE THAN A LOLLIE AND A GRAM OF ICE SITTING BESIDE ME!!!! I WANT THAT LIFE AND EVERYTHING THAT WENT WITH IT BACK. IF ANYONE HAS ANY WORDS OF WISDOM, PLZZZZZ DONT HESITATE... IM BEGINNING TO GET DESPARATE!!!
DOES THE CRAVING AND THE BOREDOM EVA................END?
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Yes it does get better - please do not give up!! The weight you gained, you probably needed - are you going to any meetings, do you have any friends that are not users? The boredom and cravings will get better, you just have to remember how to live life w/o drugs. Yes it is hard - very hard, but it is sooo worth it!! Please hang in there and stay clean!! I have been clean from meth for 3 years and honestly just within the last year I really started enjoying the things I used to, but the first 2 years I was trying to get my husband clean too. I will include you in my prayers and keep you in my thoughts - you can do it!!
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thanx 4 the reply, it means a lot.... at the mo, not going to any meetings, just waiting till i begin my purification course, which im doing through narconon!!!! know anything bout it?
apparently its the only way to really get rid of (years of drug and diet pill abuse)
out of my system.... and in the end +/- a mnth, i will be free from depression and cravings, and able, for once to be emotionally stable, rational and most of all live a happy life... we'll see!!!!!!!! by the way, u said "trying to get your husband clean"... did the two of you succeed?
IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYTHING BOUT THIS PURIFICATION PROCESS, SOME EXTRA INFO WOULD BE GREAT!!!!