it was poring down rain and was supposed to all night.all i have to drive is my harley (no car).i was going to cancil going to the na meeting but then i thought about it and decided if i knew i was going to go through withdraw tomorrow would i ride to the dope mans house,all i could come up with is yes.so i hopped on the bike and rode about 18 miles to the meeting.i felt God stinging my face all the way there,i havent felt this alive in a while! i was a little worried about driving home in the dark in the rain but once again my higher power was looking out for me.it stopped raining till i got home.funny how things happen! had a really good meeting talked a little about this site and how it helps me.just wanted to thank everyone out there for being here.what a good day to be clean!
a meeting usually always makes me feel better.....glad u made it there and home safe
Dear Bruce,
It seems like once you made the RIGHT decision, God made it easy for you. I'm so proud of you for going to the meeting!
God bless!
Susan
It seems like once you made the RIGHT decision, God made it easy for you. I'm so proud of you for going to the meeting!
God bless!
Susan
Bruce,
Congrats for following through!! I am always amazed at God's power. He knows our needs even before we do!
Love,
Dorothy
Congrats for following through!! I am always amazed at God's power. He knows our needs even before we do!
Love,
Dorothy
Bruce it sounds to me like you my friend have had a spiritual experience and that is a wonderful thing. These are the kind of things that encourage us to stay sober and help others.What a beautiful thing that you got so honest w/ yourself that you ended up going to the meeting. God was telling you that he sees your true desire to beat this and is telling you that he is there for you and has got your back on this not to mention the front and both sides to , remember that in all things we have Faith in God and when we have these experiences it builds our TRUST in God that He will prevail. so happy to read this beautiful post from you this morning and I hope you are praying in the morning and before you retire PRAYER WORKS!!!!!!! No doubt about it or we would probably be dead today ya know. Great to hear this and thank you for sharing such a tender moment from the heart. Feels good don't it? You go!!!!!!Much love, Cris
Bruce may I?????? You Ctink......what the heck.....where have you been, and you just slip in on here under the radar......what's going on, girl?
Sorry Bruce, but she is one awesome, superb, and giving lady, and I have missed her, and Tiner's ya went off ya old helmet head without a word, and we were supposed to talk cause you had something going on....sorry if I am crowding you girl....or policing you, BUT hey it's me, and I'll drag your butt over to Phabulous Philly and kick your tail.
O.K. Sorry Bruce I will repost.
Sorry Bruce, but she is one awesome, superb, and giving lady, and I have missed her, and Tiner's ya went off ya old helmet head without a word, and we were supposed to talk cause you had something going on....sorry if I am crowding you girl....or policing you, BUT hey it's me, and I'll drag your butt over to Phabulous Philly and kick your tail.
O.K. Sorry Bruce I will repost.
Good for you Bruce! Very encouraging!!!!!
Bruce, you East Coast? That was a torrential downpour, sir.
Good thinking...I do that too.....if I lally gaggle on something......I think back to when I practically crawled......all yucky and filthy to meet the man.....or find one or the best being......the I'll be there in fifteen minutes.....we'd be waiting on a corner for an hour.....one person had to stay when the other had to run to a pay phone, and ya get the ol' "I told you I'm on my way. Now ya gonna wait longer".
Seriously save for our children or parents.....who the heck would wait on someone for all that time, and then be direspected, and we are PAYING THEM!
Bad consumers...you don't dare yell at them.....opposite...ya praise them after they made you wait two hours sick in the freezing cold.
You did great although a bit scarry.....somebody way bigger than us had your back.....I read about your dreams....that stinks...stinking thinking.....you just hang tough there......you and your bike......kewl beaners.....ya did good.
We're bigger than all that stuff now, Bruce.....I'm proud of you.
Good thinking...I do that too.....if I lally gaggle on something......I think back to when I practically crawled......all yucky and filthy to meet the man.....or find one or the best being......the I'll be there in fifteen minutes.....we'd be waiting on a corner for an hour.....one person had to stay when the other had to run to a pay phone, and ya get the ol' "I told you I'm on my way. Now ya gonna wait longer".
Seriously save for our children or parents.....who the heck would wait on someone for all that time, and then be direspected, and we are PAYING THEM!
Bad consumers...you don't dare yell at them.....opposite...ya praise them after they made you wait two hours sick in the freezing cold.
You did great although a bit scarry.....somebody way bigger than us had your back.....I read about your dreams....that stinks...stinking thinking.....you just hang tough there......you and your bike......kewl beaners.....ya did good.
We're bigger than all that stuff now, Bruce.....I'm proud of you.
thanks everyone for all the nice posts appriciate all the support and yes brynn im on yhe east cost and boy was it a downpore but it really made me feel good to do something messed up for the right reasons lol.i really want this program to work for me so im working it cause im worth it,we all are!and once again thank you all becuse without this site and my meetings i probably wouldnt be where im at in my recovery.
