Yellow ~

Pain Pills
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Hey there !!!!!!!!! I can't talk long way to much to do.
I still haven't taken any Sub. with that part of my life
everything is perfecto !!!!!

My new job was great, but I am or have quit today
due to 15 hour days and 7 days a week. Not good
for my recovery. I will miss it tough.

I am leaving in the a.m. .................. my grandmother
passed on at 3:30 today. Lot's of sadness today. I wish
I could post more, but I only have time to pack and take a
quick nap before I have a 10 hour drive.

Lot's of Love
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Are there any people around Tennessee ?
If so what's the wheat her like there ?

Trying to pack and don't know what to bring
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Marina-
I was looking at my list of people who post here (screen names and real names to keep everyone straight) and I swear, I JUST thought, "Where's Marina been?"

So sorry to hear about Grandma. Actually I'm glad you're gonig thru this straight so you can feel every emotion and remember good times an bad as you attend the funeral.

You're in my prayers, hope you can post more when you get back.
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Sorry to hear about your Grandma Marina, have a safe trip and let us know how you are when you get back.

John
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Thanks guys :-)
I should be sleeping, but when I close my eyes I
think about her and how I will miss her and all the
memories I have. It's like watching a movie that
hurts as it plays.............. oh man how it hurts !
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Marina........i am so sorry about your grandmother. I remember she was sick in Dec. and you went there, right? Betsy is right about facing it clean though. This will be just one more time you'll be gratefull for your recovery.

I live about 2 hours south of the TN line in GA. We are having temps of 60-65 and sunny days. Might rain tomorrow though. And it could be completely different wherever you're going. Be careful and let us iknow when you get back.
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You're in my prayers, please thank God that you can feel the hurt and that you are not numb and devoid of all the feelings He wants you to go through now.

I hope that makes sense; I just think back on all the big stuff in my life that I was too stoned to even feel, and I'll always regret it.

Plus, you'll get to feel all the love and good feelings from everyone who will be mourning with you! Try to stay strong, and if you can't, so be it; you deserve to be sad about this.

I'm so glad you shared this with us! We're here for you!
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Carol
I will most likely drive right bye you !!
I am leaving here at 4 a.m so I will be in G.A
8 or so
I'll think of you
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I honestly don't even think about the days I used anymore.
Not once have I even tought about it. You all are so right
about feelings that I had for gotten about. I love all of them good and bad.

Okay I am off to try and rest again..................................................
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YELLOW OH MARINA Its so good to see you hun.Im sorry to hear of your grannie.My BF s 29 year old nephew passed aeay suddenly so I can understand your pain.You are such a woman to look up to & I miss talking with you but Im so proud & so glad for you.Take Care Sweety I hope we get to talk soon
Take Care Mollyjean