Yvonne

Hi there thanks for you reply i havent started yet with the subs but i will soon i also want to do the quick detox so if you could please let me knoe hoe you get on i would be grateful. I have used them before and felt fine could work and everything but just couldnt get off them. I went to the cdps but they said i could only pick up at 12.30 everyday but i worked and also that was the time i took my daughter to nursery but they said not ther fault i had to work around them they didnt work around me so i just didnt bother. I am currently using about 60 per day i have just cut down from a 16th a day and am hoping to get down to a half tenth before i stop i just hope that i can do it this time when i was on them before i felt fine i could do everything i went to work loooked after the kids but it is just waiting those hours before you can take them as i took one before when i wasnt rattling and it sent me into pure w/d so i had a burn but it was like throwong my money away anyway gone on enought thanks you take care
Hi sue sorry i havent got back to you sooner but i was having problems with my computer. Ye you were saying you used subs when you were not w/d and felt ill. They say sue your better leaving it for as long as possible, I waited 20 hours before i got my first dose and i was in full blown w/d but half hour after the sub i felt better, so definetly wait for as long as you can, the more your in w/d the better the subutex will work. Im only on subs for 16 days i think its like that so they dont have me depending on them and i dont need to w/d from them cause i wont be on them long enough. I really feel for you especially if your trying to hold down a job, juggle the children and try and stay strong enough so the proffesionals take you serious. Surely they must be able to work round you, you cant be punished because your working during the day. Could you not plan to take a few days off at the begining when you know your definetly getting the start of your detox, if you can sue then i would even if its only a few days, just to get started. Then when you get started worry about how you will get them
with your work. Thats what i would do let them start me and let them try and work something out with you to get it everyday, They surely cant give you them for a few days then say no cause your having difficulties getting there. My clinic is only in the afternoon between 2pm to 4.30pm, fortunately im getting there in the afternoon but its 2 buses and i have to walk for about 15 minutes but i know that they would not be angry or not give me my subutex if i could not make it up in time, they would have to come to some arrangement with me as not giving me that would be messing up my detox, and they dont want that either for me. So i would worry about that when it comes sue just focus on them giving you it. Its mad but doctors and drug councillors (not all) seem to be quite happy putting you up on meth not taking into consideration the individual person who has to eventually come down themselves. So be strong if you dont want to go up DONT. Keep me posted on how your doing and i hope to hear from you soon.
Love Yvonne