You're going through it.
Just wanted to tell you I am so proud of you and that it stinks that it takes so long for us to even remotely recover what is seemingly a normal existence.
I'm sorry, Zerogirl. Keep the fight going.
Thanks Bryn ..yea it sure seems getting to normal after H is damned hard. Kills me sometimes the stupid crap you have to deal with YEARS later because you did dope BACK IN THE DAY. I try to keep my head about it every so often I just get pi$$ed. I'm currently really putting focas on accepting things I can not change. At the moment i've gone on a health kick. I stoped drinking all together "use to drink 1-2 times a week". I've not drank in 5 weeks now. I've starting going for a 30-45 min walk EVERY morning. I'm doing low carb ATKINS diet i've lost 15 pounds. I let my body go to crap when i 1st started methadone. I want to look great this summer i'm trying to get it back in order.... before swim suit season. I can change this extra weight that i put on getting clean the rest will have to work itself out.... nothing I can do about it at the moment. I'm also drinking lil over a gallon a water a day been on this kick 5 weeks now.
No flies on you, ZeroGirl........good for you.
Yeah, I was worried about all ya got going on......and here ya turned it into something positive.
Ya know what? You just helped me a bajillion......have my own thing just happened........and ya know I gotta start taking care of me too.......that's awesome the fifteen pounds..........walking really helps, and the water.....I swear by it.
Yo, if ya want to try it......apple cider vinegar........one teaspoon.........no joke it helps the metabolism.........can't hurt ya.........I used to take it on the morning with a ton of water........well and garlic pills.......that really works.
Way to go, and I'm glad you're O.K.
Yeah, I was worried about all ya got going on......and here ya turned it into something positive.
Ya know what? You just helped me a bajillion......have my own thing just happened........and ya know I gotta start taking care of me too.......that's awesome the fifteen pounds..........walking really helps, and the water.....I swear by it.
Yo, if ya want to try it......apple cider vinegar........one teaspoon.........no joke it helps the metabolism.........can't hurt ya.........I used to take it on the morning with a ton of water........well and garlic pills.......that really works.
Way to go, and I'm glad you're O.K.
