I made it through my first week & I must say I feel pretty good about it. I have been exposed to it & even had someone pass me a joint which I then passed to the next person in line without so much as a passing thought to it. It was nice when everyone started cheering & hootin & hollerin. They have never seen me pass on a joint before & it did feel good to know they were proud of me. Once hippinerd said to me that he still keeps his bong sitting on the desk, he just doesn't use it anymore. At the time I thought he was crazy or lying but now I know what he meant. Its better to have it there & choose not to use it then to hide from it & Know your gonna cave if you come across it. I have accepted that for now it will be in my life BUT it doesnt have to be in my lungs. The dreams are still CRAZY but I'm adjusting to life with them too. So far so good. Hope everyone else is having a wonderful weekend!
aea
aea- one week is awesome, that's the hardest part, next hard part is to keep going... keep going girl! rooting for you!!! xo jojo
{{{Jo}}} I am still doing it! I have never gone this long without freaking out & making everyone around me miserable. I'm just glad that for some reason things are differnt this time. Makes me think the stars are aligning, God is nodding his head & saying, You can do it& I'm right here beside you. I always knew someday it would work out but now I am overjoyed that someday has become today. Workin on some new material. I'll be sharing it soon.
Love you Jo!
aea
Love you Jo!
aea
aea- awesome! read your post on the other thread... great almost 2 weeks and it gets better... the more clean time behind you, the more sense it all makes:)
cheering for you!!! xo jojo
cheering for you!!! xo jojo
