today i satart my 14 th day.i awoke today feeling a little weird no twitching legs no withdraws actually pretty normal as i can not really remember what normal was or is.i did not post yesterday as i was in meetings all day.i am starting to believe in myself and how strong willed i really am,not saying that i dont need support.i have found a personal sponsor most of you know my story.this sponsor will take very good care of me as i keep him out of harms way aal season,for the most part.when i first came to this post i was hell bent on telling everybody how i got clean.the truth is i dont think i will ever be totally clean.because the addiction monster will allways be inside waiting to come alive again.To those of you yhat know a little bit about me.i have been fighting for something since i was six years old,and i am winning that fight going on 14 years.i am a fighter,i am also a humble man but when i walk on the field i will bury whoever is in front of me and that is the way i will attack my addiction.my sponsor sort of holds a special place in his heart for me because on sundays i am his healthcare provider.i guess i just gave away my position.To everybody who has helped me along.when sept nears i will reveal who i am.team has allready given go ahead,but they want me couple months clean.To ladym you will know who to cheer for. Thanks to all Jack.
Jack, I am coming out of "death warmed over" to cheer you on regardless who you are.. I am amazed at your spirit, and wish you only the best of luck as you live thru the challenges of your sport.
You will remember what you have been thru Jack, I know you will. Your a fighter pal, and since you gave your position away-- BE STRONG!! You and your "teammate" now have a tighter bond than ever and he believes in you as do I.
Cyber hugs to you my friend....you certainly deserve them.. xo Breeze
You will remember what you have been thru Jack, I know you will. Your a fighter pal, and since you gave your position away-- BE STRONG!! You and your "teammate" now have a tighter bond than ever and he believes in you as do I.
Cyber hugs to you my friend....you certainly deserve them.. xo Breeze
