Hello guy I was reading,the last time I post,someone was saying a stronly true words that is sometimes worse the psychologic than the withdrawn. the w/d are really gone, but I can not say that, the mental problem is gone, I have been having lately some spikes that are not concerning me that much but still coming.
Today I feel the value of been clean, I was at work and someone was noted to be under the influence of some drug, I heard that it was noted by our supervisor, so they decided to do screen drug test andom to some people,,at first make me scare but then I stop, and think is been 2 month and one day since the last dose, I should be find.
I still have that bad feeling when I heard drug test,but is not bad, what it does bother me is the spikes that are not stronge to make me run for the drug, but is still there that sligth feeling that I don't want to feel anymore, I really don't go to any gruop, I did it by my self, because I was tire of what I was doing.
thanks guys for been here, and your support. My 2 month clean which I never thougth I will reach.
60 days!!!!! All right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep up the good work!
I know what you mean about drug tests, I have put in an application with the court system and don't have to worry about a thing!!!
Keep up the good work!
I know what you mean about drug tests, I have put in an application with the court system and don't have to worry about a thing!!!
ivsubcute, Hey GREAT job on 2 months!!! I bet yur wife is SOOOO proud of you as well. I am just past 90 days myself and I have my moments of wishing I could use, but then I think about how BAD I would feel and how short the rush would be. So if we can just hold on then the feelings pass, don't they? Every time I am finding the feelings pass and if I was to EVER act on them then I would be back to hell pretty fast. Right now we have stepped out of the living hell of the nubain and all of that crap with always worrying and feeling bad every 2-4 hours and having to use so many times a day and now we just can feel okay pretty much all of the time....a little better a little worse, but pretty much the same.
You just keep it up and I will too, okay? You have come so far! We will continue to feel better and better and it takes like a year for our bodies to completely recover from all of those drugs, so just think of how great we'll feel then! It's so good to hear from you! CAS.
You just keep it up and I will too, okay? You have come so far! We will continue to feel better and better and it takes like a year for our bodies to completely recover from all of those drugs, so just think of how great we'll feel then! It's so good to hear from you! CAS.
Two months!!! Great job..
DJ
DJ
congrats on your clean time, yeah those spikes will be there especially when your new, but they will lesson substantially, the way i see it is it is just a reminder that i have to stay in check. sounds like you know what to do. i dont do meetings either but i discovered the mind is a very powerful thing. there is nothing we cant overcome if we set our minds to it. stay strong and in check, you are doing great
terrianne
terrianne
Congratulations on your 2 months.Its good to hear youre feeling so well.I bet you were a little afraid at first about the random drug test.But im sure you must have been extremely proud to know you would pass it with flying colors.That must have been an amazing feeling.Im at 2 months right now myself and yes,you get good days and bad days,but more good lately.Hang onto those good days,ride through the bad and eventually,most of them will be good.Take care~KIM
Great job on your 2 months! With respect to the craving spikes, try to remember that it will never be enough.....it'll just set in motion (again) that constant state of needing and wanting more, and never feeling satisfied.
If you don't go to meetings, have you considered weekly counseling? After I'd been clean a few weeks, I reached out to employee assistance at my workplace and have been going to weekly counseling (free of charge) ever since. It's been a big help in staying honest around my addiction, as well as in other areas of my life.
Keep up the good work.
If you don't go to meetings, have you considered weekly counseling? After I'd been clean a few weeks, I reached out to employee assistance at my workplace and have been going to weekly counseling (free of charge) ever since. It's been a big help in staying honest around my addiction, as well as in other areas of my life.
Keep up the good work.
Congrats on 2 months. The cravings will go away but you may have to do something more than just stop taking drugs to stop them. For me it was a lot of meetings, working the steps and getting to know other addicts and learn to do what they did when they had cravings. It helped to have phone numbers of other addicts/alkies so if I did get a craving I could call them for help. The important thing I learned was to call when I was uncomfortable, not to wait till I already wanted to get high. By that time, it was too late.
Hang in there. It will get better.
Hang in there. It will get better.
