As you know by my posts last week I started a rattle & got nearly 4 days into it b4 blowing it. At first I was really angry with myself then after the anger had subsided got really depressed, but I'm not going to stop trying. I've started my rattle again this time I have a little help on myside to ease the withdrawls. I do feel a bit more positive this time, but it's still very early days.
The main thing is keeping my mind focused and busy rather than letting it drift towards thoughts of scoreing.
Anyway I'm going to try & get some food inside me, Once again I'd just like to say thanks 4 the messages of support I've recieved.
They do help and give me hope that there is a light at the end of this tunnel.
Phil ;)
Hey Phil, my name is Mike. I'm new here to the board and would like to encourage you to keep up the good work. I have 47 days clean and what I did was taper my usage to lessen the "rattle". It took some time to just start feeling 'normal' again after kickin the drug. I'm making as many meetings as I can and have started an outpatient rehab program to help me sort out MY issues that led me to use. It's a tough battle but I KNOW the rewards are well worth it.
Alrite gents.....Well done Mike on 47days yer on yer way mate.....respect.Phil also fairplay to ya pal for restarting yer efforts from last week ya nearly made it.....now ya got some juice an maybe a few benzos to ease ya thru the good ol RATTLE!!!!!!i think alls go for you Phil.......just keep all unwanted geusts away an stick to yer taper and day 4 should be on ya by the wknd.....just think Phil no more f***ing about with that s***e and its close allies.....you can and will do it !!!!!its within yer grasp....get back to us tomm. for a moan or jolly update ;)a.t.b LADS.......Davey
Phil...sending you hugs and strength....proud of you...picking yourself up and starting over...that takes guts ! Were all here for you Phil...Take it one day at a time !
Constantine
Constantine
Phil, keep at it. I used to hate myself everytime i slipped up....But, we can always get back up when we fall down....
Mike, welcome to the boards...
Mike, welcome to the boards...
Phil keep at it - how u getn on???? Not seen u postin tho Ive not been on much lately either, just so busy!!! With life I will add nothing else.
I have been where u r many many times but I have now passed 5months clean of all drugs, street or prescribed, and am enjoying life.
It took me so long to get there I like u would get a few days, maybe even a month but wld always talk myself into the "Oh I can manage a bag no bother"" but I cant its as simple as that. I know it can be hard especially where u r just now how ur feeling etc but keep postin, even if u feel s***, just get it out, thats what people are here for. Most of us know exactly what ur going through, I wish u every success
Luv n Hugs
xxx
I have been where u r many many times but I have now passed 5months clean of all drugs, street or prescribed, and am enjoying life.
It took me so long to get there I like u would get a few days, maybe even a month but wld always talk myself into the "Oh I can manage a bag no bother"" but I cant its as simple as that. I know it can be hard especially where u r just now how ur feeling etc but keep postin, even if u feel s***, just get it out, thats what people are here for. Most of us know exactly what ur going through, I wish u every success
Luv n Hugs
xxx
