went out last night for buddies' bday had a 40 b4.felt better than i have in days.this morning i feel worse than i have in months.have to care for two kids dont think i can do it.simply put,i need something.this is not who i am.where is my strength?i knw i can do better dont want to,dont feel like typing,but i know i should.feel so weak when i read the success some of you have had.
KENNY , DUDE ,
HANG IN THERE , i went through withdrawls for 2 full weeks , soon you will start feeling better . the chemical makeup in your brain has to have time to adjust to not having the toxins . all seems at a loss right now for you but i'm telling you it is worth every bit of torture .
HANG IN THERE , i went through withdrawls for 2 full weeks , soon you will start feeling better . the chemical makeup in your brain has to have time to adjust to not having the toxins . all seems at a loss right now for you but i'm telling you it is worth every bit of torture .
i just feel i've underestimated this or overestimated myself.i know there is the other sidebut i may start over with a bigger,better understanding.
