Just felt like posting today.. plus I told my new sponsor I Should journal. Its been hard for me to do it. I've been busy and when I go to bed at night I guess I would rather sit and toss and turn then pick up a pen & paper. I told my story at a Mother load California meeting last night. It was just a fifteen minute thing. Small meeting. I get all nerved out before I do that stuff. I guess my ego gets all involved. Plus I have a lot of drugs in my story so I have to generalize so that I am not concentrating on the drugs but the alcoholism. It was good one of my sponsees and 3 grand sponsees showed up. They all have changed so much and its a pleasure to be a part of that. My new sponsor didn't show up she had a meeting at the last minute on some board she is part of. It was a good meeting. Really good. Im glad I got uncomfortable and just showed up & said yes to AA. What a very cool experience. Im still here still SMober & Sober.
Jane
And just for the record some times I completely forget about cigarettes now. I get glimpses of peace ..
