Hey guys
Well today is the start of day 4 for me. I really feel ok, my stomach has issues im a but tired but im ok. I have to go to NYC and see my sub dr. I hate that. Its very cold out, 35%. I have to take the bus in all alone again. I hate this guys, im getting nervous about that
I wish i could stay home but i have to go
Red
Hey Red:
Day 4 with nothing but you in there - "Ain't" it wonderful?
Hate that you have to get out - if it makes you feel any better - it was 29 degrees about 7 AM this morning and I'm in SC - the SOUTH!
Know you will feel great when you get home with all that you have accomplished - you seem to be doing e'thing by the book. I mean this as a compliment but you are like an open book. You are so honest. I like that - good or bad stuff, you are hitting this head on - I love when people tell it like it is - I don't know - you are just "real"
I guess some men just don't talk" It's refreshing when one does. I said to a friend of mine yesterday, maybe that's why women live longer - my brother's old joke - husbands die first b/c they want to - he has told it for years.
It can't be healthy for men or women to hold e'thing in. Yet we age faster so what good does it do us? haha
Good Luck
Bundle UP!
Jean
Day 4 with nothing but you in there - "Ain't" it wonderful?
Hate that you have to get out - if it makes you feel any better - it was 29 degrees about 7 AM this morning and I'm in SC - the SOUTH!
Know you will feel great when you get home with all that you have accomplished - you seem to be doing e'thing by the book. I mean this as a compliment but you are like an open book. You are so honest. I like that - good or bad stuff, you are hitting this head on - I love when people tell it like it is - I don't know - you are just "real"
I guess some men just don't talk" It's refreshing when one does. I said to a friend of mine yesterday, maybe that's why women live longer - my brother's old joke - husbands die first b/c they want to - he has told it for years.
It can't be healthy for men or women to hold e'thing in. Yet we age faster so what good does it do us? haha
Good Luck
Bundle UP!
Jean
Thank you Jean. I am very real lol. I am 28 from NJ. I dated a girl for 4 years. I loved her more than any other girl. 4 months ago, she said' Justin, i no longer love you anymore. It killed me. It let me to relapse.
This replaspe was defferent, i went from 10 vics a day to 16 overngiht practially, i knew i needed hlep and fast. I reseached hardcore. Found a sub dr that told me sub of 30 days or less. SO i went for it. Im off the sub 4 days, i dont feel great but i think im doing to be just fine. I have the anxiety over of having to stop the norcos done, get the sub, done get off the sub, done. Now i just have to ride that bus in. That blows!
I hate the bus all alone to NYC
Red
This replaspe was defferent, i went from 10 vics a day to 16 overngiht practially, i knew i needed hlep and fast. I reseached hardcore. Found a sub dr that told me sub of 30 days or less. SO i went for it. Im off the sub 4 days, i dont feel great but i think im doing to be just fine. I have the anxiety over of having to stop the norcos done, get the sub, done get off the sub, done. Now i just have to ride that bus in. That blows!
I hate the bus all alone to NYC
Red
Red:
I hate that - with the divorce rate like it is, that probably seemed more like a marriage. I can't even say how sorry I am.
May not help now, but you are young. my 31 yr old married when he was 28. My 23 yr old won't even talk about it. Thank goodness young men and women aren't doing what I did and a lot my age did and married young b/c they made up for all of those 1st marriages and 1st divorces. Add my 2 up and I've been married my whole life - almost 5 yrs in what I call my puppy love marriage and 26 yrs this time so I hope this one is sticking. Don't even want to think about dating at my age.
My sons have said how cruel girls can be (I'm not talking about all) my 31 yr old was quiet in HS so I kind of u'stood but when my youngest would make sure the girl would say yes before he ask her, I was shocked. That's when we talked about it and they said that some girls just didn't say no, that they could be mean.
Your day will come. I will say you are a nice guy and it's not true that they finish last - my 2 are nice fellas, too. A lot of their friends are nice, too and that's what women look for in the long run.
You can see I'm the Mother of sons.
I'm so happy you're getting this out of your way - you are and will be "free" of this and then you will probably say "here I am"
I know you won't have a problem, I'm sure it was just the shock of it all.
Love, Jean
I hate that - with the divorce rate like it is, that probably seemed more like a marriage. I can't even say how sorry I am.
May not help now, but you are young. my 31 yr old married when he was 28. My 23 yr old won't even talk about it. Thank goodness young men and women aren't doing what I did and a lot my age did and married young b/c they made up for all of those 1st marriages and 1st divorces. Add my 2 up and I've been married my whole life - almost 5 yrs in what I call my puppy love marriage and 26 yrs this time so I hope this one is sticking. Don't even want to think about dating at my age.
My sons have said how cruel girls can be (I'm not talking about all) my 31 yr old was quiet in HS so I kind of u'stood but when my youngest would make sure the girl would say yes before he ask her, I was shocked. That's when we talked about it and they said that some girls just didn't say no, that they could be mean.
Your day will come. I will say you are a nice guy and it's not true that they finish last - my 2 are nice fellas, too. A lot of their friends are nice, too and that's what women look for in the long run.
You can see I'm the Mother of sons.
I'm so happy you're getting this out of your way - you are and will be "free" of this and then you will probably say "here I am"
I know you won't have a problem, I'm sure it was just the shock of it all.
Love, Jean
Jean
I also just started Graduate School for Business this semester. Im getting an A in my grades! So i am doing well except the drugs. So im off them now and I cant believe it. I know i have a lot of work ahead but but sure the wrst of thw wds must be at there peak or lower
Red
I also just started Graduate School for Business this semester. Im getting an A in my grades! So i am doing well except the drugs. So im off them now and I cant believe it. I know i have a lot of work ahead but but sure the wrst of thw wds must be at there peak or lower
Red
