As you may or may not know I have been working on my steps 4 and 5. To be honest although I have had periods where I felt my load was lightened I was disappointed that I had no burning bush experience that it was if I expected a flash of white light and a booming voice to state You are now cured, let us have a parade
It was not until I accepted that all things will be revealed and provided in Gods time that I became comfortable with the progress I was making.
Than today I knelt before God to complete my step 5 and opened my heart and mind to him. I expressed honestly my faults and the nature of my wrongs; I asked forgiveness and thanked him for being with me through this process. It was during this conversation that the miracle was revealed, I felt an overwhelming sensation of both forgiveness and acceptance. I felt worthy and rejoiced in a true feeling of hope.
Tears streamed down my face as I felt the love that God had always held for me and now that I am opening myself to him I can accept it and feel worthy of it.
I share this because today I experienced a miracle and it is my belief that this and other miracles await those of us who seek them out and do the work needed to see them.
It is my hope that each and every one of you feels what I am feeling now.
We are worthy; our higher power wants only good things for us and can set us free of the chains of the past.
I know there is more work to do and that I will never be cured but each day I learn to have confidence that Gods will is better than mine and that if I continue to work at recovery he will guide me, I even know that he will be there should I fall.
God bless.
Hello,Wolf
Im so glad you are here .I have also visted the website with your story.Im glad i found it .I could help help with other problems im experinceing.I havent read your story .i plan on going to the website in a few.I will read your story then.
I am i addict of 5 years to pers and ect.....I have been praying for many many years that god will help me.Things have gotten better for me and i do belive God can cure me.Its just up to him to decide when it will take place.For now,Im trusting and looking to him patiently waiting.......Thanks for your story i have enjoyed it.Crystal
Im so glad you are here .I have also visted the website with your story.Im glad i found it .I could help help with other problems im experinceing.I havent read your story .i plan on going to the website in a few.I will read your story then.
I am i addict of 5 years to pers and ect.....I have been praying for many many years that god will help me.Things have gotten better for me and i do belive God can cure me.Its just up to him to decide when it will take place.For now,Im trusting and looking to him patiently waiting.......Thanks for your story i have enjoyed it.Crystal
