Spiral
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Again I tempt your willing eyes
With instant need they see me
Your mind will fill with pretty lies
Of how tomorrow you wont need me
I'll hide inside your thoughts, your mind
You will think I'm gone, I'm not
Pretty lies tell you you're not the kind
Like those whose souls I'll rot
I'll invade your every perception
To make things go My way
Still you'll lie with defiant aggression
That My visit will last...just one more day
Soon My invasion will consume you
Your every waking moment then even as you sleep
I'll help you think of things you'll do
For My company you now crave to keep
I'll posess every moment of your mind
Until again at last we meet
Until that moment you'd wished me gone
After....you think Me sweet
You will start to hate the night
Even more than you hate the day
You'll even hate Me and wish me from sight
But relentlessly I will stay
In the morning again you'll love Me
As soon as we reunite
I'm your only true friend you'll see
Til Misery visits your pillow at night
She's one of many friends I'll show you
She has many things to sell
She knows the task She's here to do
Above the Others, She does it well
I would not have you lonely
So the friends I call will come
Depression, Desperation, Dementia
There are many, I only name some
Your soul still tries to touch you
Not yet willing to give up the fight
"He's evil, Dark and Deadly"
It whispers to you through the night
Misery feel the spark that threatens
To take your soul from Me
Unconcerned, yet She hastens
To invoke Insanity
Insanity whispers and treads lightly
Until He's certain He'll stay
He labors soft and soothes quietly
As again your night turns to day
The morning finds you without care
Misery and the Others have flown
Insanity is selfish, and once there
He will rule your mind alone
No one left to torment you
With lies that I am vile
Memory leaves but one thing to do
As I see your reflection....I smile
Justonemore-
I like...very deep!! Thanx for replying to my "poem"...It was basically my day yesterday and the realizations it entailed..guess I have a kind of odd writing style sometimes..I blame it on my subconscious!! I would like to mention that I am a Virgo- that meaning to me that I am an analytical perfectionist...so when I seem to be entusiastic and driven...it may be what i want to feel rather than what i'm feeling!! My sis got out of lock-up today...I'm scared!!!
I like...very deep!! Thanx for replying to my "poem"...It was basically my day yesterday and the realizations it entailed..guess I have a kind of odd writing style sometimes..I blame it on my subconscious!! I would like to mention that I am a Virgo- that meaning to me that I am an analytical perfectionist...so when I seem to be entusiastic and driven...it may be what i want to feel rather than what i'm feeling!! My sis got out of lock-up today...I'm scared!!!
Mrs. S.D. we have even more in common , I am a virgo also. You can do this, just use that analytical mind to visualize your goals for your self.Wether it be a minute, an hour , a day.... it is that much longer you have made it clean.at the same place I found that poem, there were quotable quotes, I kinda liked "The world influences you, but your choices define you" and "The past may have gotten you here, But it doesnt have to ride with you forever" just like we chose to use , we can choose to NOT use. What scares you sweety? by the way you said it right after you mentioned sister, I am going to guess she is another meth head. That will make it tough , you can be tougher, think of all that is important , I am pullin for you , it DOES GET BETTER , there is life after meth
