miss mandy..
Hello..from mich here too!! My first drug was mescaline..i know thats not spelled right..and i was 18 yrs old..it was given to me by my mom and my step dad..how sad!! then i did smoke pot a few times. and my whole family..aunts..uncles..cousins..all smoke pot and they lead a very productive life..with good jobs..money in the bank..i agree with u i dont think pot is as bad as most people think it is. They prescribe it to cancer patients. and its not always the terminal ones. they should do those anti-drug commercials on prescription pain killers. I think there is a bigger epidemic with pills.
just my opinion.
Leslie
Ditto...
I don't want my a** jumped beciz of what I am going to say.....I am not asking for anyones opionion I am just stating mt feelings...
Pot was my first drug, and it was given to me by then b/f who turned out to be my husband for 16 years and have 2 wonderful kids by him...
then I did coke,,,can take it or leave it..
I do smoke pot once in awhile, to me it is my pain killer now. ( being off methadone for almost 3 months) I can actually sleep at night..
( I posted a thread earlier about nortryptaline ( sp) asking for input but no one answered...) I figured if someone were to tell me it really worked I may stop smoking and stick to them....
I agree they should really do ANTI_drug on pain pills.....or at least be really honest about them.they totally screw you up......24/7...at least if you smoke its maybe a 2 hour relaxation and pain reducer....to each his own......personally I feel taking a/d.anti anxity ect. are really no different...I don't knock anyone who feels they need to be on something..
again that is my own opionion....
I don't want my a** jumped beciz of what I am going to say.....I am not asking for anyones opionion I am just stating mt feelings...
Pot was my first drug, and it was given to me by then b/f who turned out to be my husband for 16 years and have 2 wonderful kids by him...
then I did coke,,,can take it or leave it..
I do smoke pot once in awhile, to me it is my pain killer now. ( being off methadone for almost 3 months) I can actually sleep at night..
( I posted a thread earlier about nortryptaline ( sp) asking for input but no one answered...) I figured if someone were to tell me it really worked I may stop smoking and stick to them....
I agree they should really do ANTI_drug on pain pills.....or at least be really honest about them.they totally screw you up......24/7...at least if you smoke its maybe a 2 hour relaxation and pain reducer....to each his own......personally I feel taking a/d.anti anxity ect. are really no different...I don't knock anyone who feels they need to be on something..
again that is my own opionion....
Yes my first drug was alcohol and weed.I was 14 years old and I drank and smoke pot for the first time in a school yard.And yes I have to say I do believe that marijuana is the gateway drug because I have to say I really didnt like smoking pot that much I still did it,but I do believe its the gateway cuz you say to yourself I wonder what this drug will do to you and what will the other one do to you,i hope that makes sense!
Mandy: Like everyone else has said, you have no room for shame. Shame is one of the emotions that gets used to keep on kicking our own asses.
You suffer from the disease of addiction, and right now your disease seems to be in charge. My only real advice to you, besides agreeing with the baking soda, is that you need some medical help.
I am glad you are talking about what is going on, but as an old speed freak I also know that one of the things that happens when we are speeding is that we need to express ourselves, and will go to great lenghts to be able to keep talking, or writing or finding some way to let all our "great" thoughts out.
I really believe that you need to get some help. The amount of drugs you have talked about doing and the lenght of time you have been doing them, combined with no food and no sleep is a real threat to your health. Please consider calling your local hospital or treatment program just to talk with someone closer to you than a message board, and ask about a detox program.
Please believe me that I am not judging you. I have been you. I am only a pill away from being right where you are now. I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you live through this very risky time. Too many of us have already died. You don't have to be next.
jaci
You suffer from the disease of addiction, and right now your disease seems to be in charge. My only real advice to you, besides agreeing with the baking soda, is that you need some medical help.
I am glad you are talking about what is going on, but as an old speed freak I also know that one of the things that happens when we are speeding is that we need to express ourselves, and will go to great lenghts to be able to keep talking, or writing or finding some way to let all our "great" thoughts out.
I really believe that you need to get some help. The amount of drugs you have talked about doing and the lenght of time you have been doing them, combined with no food and no sleep is a real threat to your health. Please consider calling your local hospital or treatment program just to talk with someone closer to you than a message board, and ask about a detox program.
Please believe me that I am not judging you. I have been you. I am only a pill away from being right where you are now. I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you live through this very risky time. Too many of us have already died. You don't have to be next.
jaci
