A Very Heartfelt Thanks

Pain Pills
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Brooke....you put my mind at ease...Kee Kee....you have taken so much time..Janet,what can I say...you are a good soul. To everyone(those I forgot to mention) who helped me through last night, I don't know how to thank you for helping me. Carol...you are always so comforting........I feel like a new person. I have hope...I have my dignity...I fel blessed for this second chance. The last few weeks have been so bad...I was terrified last night that I would never get better...that I would die. I took the sub at 12 hours....no problem. It worked fast. I called the Dr. this morning to go over everything.I will start tomorrow A.M. and try to stabilize the dose. I haven't woken up without an opiate with my coffee for SO long..this is a new life for me. I can concentrate on being well and on complete emotional, spiritual, and physical recovery. Before I was obsessing over tapering and "plans" and you know what? I went to church Sunday and surrendered my will completely to God.......my way was NOT the way. I never thought I would be glad to FEEL the pain in my legs and take an advil. To feel like I have a working brain and a chance to be the woman God wants me to be. I hope and pray I can be of help to someone else who went through the misery I did. It kept me from falling apart.I was emotionally bankrupt....psychologically drained from horror detox experience. Maybe that was all part of the lesson. I think I had enough pain and suffering without "tough Love " tactics although I appreciate help if the intentions are pure. I was fragile and scared and the women here gave me exactly what I needed. God bless each and every one of you. So, with your blessing, I would like to call this Day 1. Thank you all...I love you all so much(you too Thumper and MJ) Love, Sharonn
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sharonn
doesnt it feel good to feel good?
i know the nightmare of detox and wd's.
i celebrate 9 mos today!!! woo hoo!
never could i have come this far without sub.
God bless you on your road yo recovery
have you stopped the benzo's too?
jewels
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Yes I have...I was on my knees this morning..God is good. I am very blessed.
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Sharon,

I didn't offer any advice about Sub, because I've had no experience with it. Still I worried about you. I'm glad that you are in a better frame of mine this morning. I'm also so thankful that you received some excellent advice from others who came to your aide.

God bless you and keep you safe.

Love,

The other Sharon

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Today is a new beginning for me. One foot in front of the other. I am grateful to say the least.
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((((((((((((((((((((sharon)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

God Bless your dear heart..............I LOVE YOU !!

your friend,
thumper.

i pray for you sharon, your in my prayers and thoughts...........

thumperloveswinnie@YAHOO.COM
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Sharon, I told you last night how much better you were going to feel by that time tonight...it's so great to hear how good you are doing this morning/afternoon!!

Giving away my will and asking to live by God's on a daily basis is a large part of how I have been able to stay sober for 20 months....keep on surrendering...God loves you.
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Sharonn! Thank God you made it! I am sorry I baled on you last night,,,,,,,I truly meant to stay awake and come back, but just couldn't stay awake. I know you got some great advice and support, though, and here you are today feeling like new! This is awesome! I am truly very happy for you, and I hope this new beginning is just what you needed to get your life back on track, and to keep it there. God bless you.
Carol
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Your Welcome!

Your Worth it!
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Wooooooooooooooooooooooo-Hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!
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Yay, I am soo happy for you. I was thinking about you last night and today wondering how it went. I am glad that the sub is working for you. Sub is a great tool and I just know your going to make it ;-).

Congradulations on your new life you are starting.
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My beautiful friend....I cannot tell you how happy I am for you & how proud I am of you always fighting for a better life.You may have questions,concerns etc...huny thats normal & the best thing you can do is get your Dr input & support from people who do use Sub.
Myself I give Sub & self determination for getting to this spot Im at....S..?????
Welcome to a new ,more content world & Im so glad to be your friend....
\molly