Ali

Talk to me. What's up with you. I had to leave work early today I feel like s***. Sitting here drinking soup. Shantel
Shantel love,

Why do you feel like shiet? is it because of your friends passing? Is it emotional feeling bad or a physical feeling bad??

Hugs

Ali

PS What kind of soup?? Tomato and rice??? i love soup...
I am just physically and emotionally drained. From having the grandbababies for 4 days, the passing of my friend and one of the girls at work went home yesterday sick from work and I think I have picked up what she had. Not a good combo. What's up with you?You are quite the little thread jumper. Shantel
Hey hon,

Sorry, been off and on today...
Trying to get errands done..
im such a procrastinator....
Can't wait for the weekend...
So do you miss your grand babies terribly??lol
Arms feeling empty?/

Get some rest and eat some chicken soup..hope you dont come down with anything...Matza ball chicken soup always helps me..lol

Will pop back on tomorrow- hope to talk to you then

Hugs

Ali
Hey hon

well im up when the world is sleeping again..
what is this the 5th time??
since i know you understand some medical stuff
i want to get your opionion on something
hubbys Dr said a while back...

its been really bothering me,
and want to know what those in the medical field feel
about what he said...

Do you think i could email it to you?>

Do you have an email thats been published here>>??

I should just go in and talk to him but i may totally flip out on him
so really have to think this thing through and maybe get a 2nd opinion..
Maybe im totally jumping to conclusions...nope..done think so..lol.but best to check....

Thanks honey, hope your feeling better and didnt get sick

Hugs

The Vampire..Ali

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Ali, smittyx03@aol.com e-mail any time. I have the day off from work today. Just got the kids off to school and sitting here eating Chicken Noodle soup. Shantel
Ali, Waiting on that e-mail. I hope everything is o.k. with Herb. Shantel
Ali, I laid down to take a nap after I posted back to you. A much needed nap. I never get time for myself. In this house it is always one thing or another. I kinda feel guilty though knowing it is my one day off from work and I need to be getting some things done but I don't see that happening today. E-mail when you can. Shantel
shantel

Just posted on donnatwos thread, explaining what happened to last nights thread

I will not be posting anymore here..it just doesnt feel like a warm and accepting place, and I dont need to be sharing my life, my feelings, and everything i have with a board that is looking to jump me, and tells me i have no recovery..

I will send that email off to you though..thankyou so much..

Theres many i will miss here..

I just cant be around anything that brings me down so much, i need to stay 100% focused and poitive for myself and hubby..

Love and hugs to all
that cared

Ali

Ali

I am returning to the board, not because I got attacked, and left one day. You really have to read between the lines sometimes. Lots and lots of people before you have posted their good bye post and returned the same day. I hope that you are one of them. Yes, at times we can get our feellings hurt... but this is a cyber world filled with people that you will never meet f2f. When things get ugly, turn your tower off and walk away for a day or two. Really, when you think about how much support you can get from other addicts, it is a amazing. You read one day of anothers story, journey, disapointment, and happiness all in the same thread.... and you walk away inspired in your own recovery. Ali, think about it before you walk away because someone jumped on you!