Alternatives To N.a.

Hello all,I'm not a regular contributer to this forum but I find that just reading about other peoples experience has made me feel less alone and isolated.
I have been on and off the gear for 13 years.I dont have any user friends so it is my dirty secret.I find that if I set my mind to it I can get clean(which I have done many,many times)but,of course,its the staying clean thats a problem.
I just dont seem to have any 'tools'to help.I have tried NA loads of times but I've just got some fundamental problems with the whole set up.Can anyone offer any advice on counciling alternatives?
just so you dont feel so alone, my daughter just told me she has been on heroin for seventeen years no-one had a clue. her partners or friends didnt use and she has led a very lonely life although always around people now i have guessed she has admitted it and is so relieved. she is trying to reduce using subutox but she looks worse today good luck you will get your life back
Ever thought of a naltrexone implant?

There are non 12 step groups out there, counsellors.. you have to find what works for you