I have just stop taking legal high last Monday the side effects was not to bad until yesterday it hit me so hard. I have been smoking it for three years due to being in pain and not sleeping Thinking this was better way than dealing with dealer's how wrong I was. This stuff has nearly lost me my family my home and my boyfriend. My boyfriend finding it so hard I keep turning violent to him but he doesn't understand I do feel like he was me to fail as he keep having ago at me. He has gone to the chemist where going to try the survival guide. I can't understand why that I have felt good all week without a smoke but now the side effects has hit me when earlier in the week just After I stopped I was fine. I just hoping my behaviour from the withdrawal doesn't pull my boyfriend and I apart Am trying so hard this is the hardest thing I have ever done.
Hang in there sam! Every day it gets better! Seriously you have to keep going and keep pushing through. You absolutely will feel better it just takes time. Explain to your boyfriend what your going through and tell him to give you some time unprovoked! Remember that the only way out is through! Keep posting in the survival guide. We're here for you if you need someone to talk to. I have been through it and so has many others! You got this. :)
Sam:
My wife and I had to separate in order for us to get through the withdrawals from this crap. She moved up to our camp on January 12, and I came off this stuff alone. But it was better than her staying, because we tend to enable the hell out of each other.
She has just recently stopped smoking synthetic, and says she has stopped drinking; but she's still smoking real weed. I've set a boundary for that, since any form of mood-altering chemical just sets me back on a dangerous path.
I've told her that we both need to be clean and sober for three months before we can see each other, and for six months before we can even consider reconciliation. Every day she gets high just delays that, but it's worth the hurt I feel, to keep from going back to synthetic.
Just my $0.02.
My wife and I had to separate in order for us to get through the withdrawals from this crap. She moved up to our camp on January 12, and I came off this stuff alone. But it was better than her staying, because we tend to enable the hell out of each other.
She has just recently stopped smoking synthetic, and says she has stopped drinking; but she's still smoking real weed. I've set a boundary for that, since any form of mood-altering chemical just sets me back on a dangerous path.
I've told her that we both need to be clean and sober for three months before we can see each other, and for six months before we can even consider reconciliation. Every day she gets high just delays that, but it's worth the hurt I feel, to keep from going back to synthetic.
Just my $0.02.
Thank you for all your kind words well the survival kit help me so much yesterday that today I was able to get up and take my puppy for a walk. My boyfriend said it was nice to see me at sleep naturally I also broken down with my dad and told him how sorry I was for the way I have acted all these year it was very emotional for the first time in 21 years I am drug and alcohol free. I only have three more day to go and am into double number. This fromum and the people here has really help me Thank you.
Sam:
Way to go. Hang in there and keep posting.
Way to go. Hang in there and keep posting.
