Am I The Only One ?

Marijuana
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Hello all, hope all is well, been sober for 24 hours, not the first time , dont know if its the last, hope it is, but any way my mom all ways smoked pot,and as a small kid mom would smoke pot with me and anybody else around at the time, when i was 11 my sister was born and i can rember to this day my sis a few mounths old- mom holding a joint to her mouth and then watching the small puffs of smoke roll out of my baby sisters mouth so by the time i was 9 i was a heavy weed smoker until i was 30,i am 32 now. at the age of 15 till i was 22 i was also an alchoholic but not now i dont drink - and so right now my mom my sister and her baby and me all live in a three bed room house dont know what to, i would move but i am saving money to leave the state i am in now, iam going to spokane in a mounths time to start all over think i should keep in contact with them or forget they exist
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your family will always be your family. and some where inside you love them. you just dont like the way you and your sister were brought up. growing up that way makes it hard to see the wrong in what you and your family are or were doing.i started smoking pot at a very young age also, but not with my mom. it sounds like moving out of state is a very good thing for you right now. you need a fresh start away from that enviornment. who knows maybe after getting clean, you can work on your sister to quit as well. this is the only life she has ever known. she needs some one to set a better example for her.maybe that some one can be you. congrats on your decision to quit. it will be hard, but stick with it. after a few weeks the cravings will pass and you will become an entirely different person. and you will see things much differently. good luck.
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If you don't remember where you came from you are probably headed back there.
Keep in touch after you move.

The only way to quit is to quit.
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I agree with Cajun Lady. You can't forget your family exists but it does sound like you need some space for a while. Stop smoking and give yourself time to recover. When you feel strong enough talk to your family about your decision to quit and the benefits of being straight. They may see you as an example of how they too could quit.
Take care of you first.