Has anyone here got to a point were they were so mad at everything.
The last hour I find my self pissed at everything.
Myself (for becoming an addict)
My friends who knew and never cared enough to say anything!
The F**king DR who gave my all those pills when there was NOTHING wrong with me.
Oh yeah did I mention MYSELF! ! !
Sorry I don't mean to be so negative but the pain of the withdrawals are kicking in hard and I am filled with so many mixed emotions :-(
I was just wondering id this is a normal part of this process?
Marina ~
I've been too pissed at myself and too numb to get mad yet. Too freaked out by the withdrawals to feel anything yet. I'm sure that is coming. I have been
extremely snappy toward my family and friends.
extremely snappy toward my family and friends.
lol - been there, done that, bought the t-shirt.
i hate it when people told me, "i'm right where i'm suppose to be."
this too shall pass, darling.
any chance you can get to a meeting?
hugs and much encouragement to you.
namaste'
sammy
i hate it when people told me, "i'm right where i'm suppose to be."
this too shall pass, darling.
any chance you can get to a meeting?
hugs and much encouragement to you.
namaste'
sammy
The internet is one of my evils. That is where most of my meds came from. If I could have all the money back I spend on those stupid things????? Just to feel like this???
I am going to get my NA info on Wed.
Glad to hear the it's part of the process
THANKS
Marnia ~
Glad to hear the it's part of the process
THANKS
Marnia ~
Marina been there more times then I can remember-Suboxone-buprenorphine is the cure there are litttle or in my case no withdrawals and yes it takes all the withdrawals of oxycontin,percodan,fentanyl patches,dilaudid,heroin,vicodin,lortabs,etc away. Don't believe you have to tough it out.
the cure for what?
namaste'
sammy
namaste'
sammy
Marina,
as far as asking what is normal or better yet what is typical in this phase... as good as the internet is and this board as well as others... it is just no substitute for meetings.
This kind of stuff is exactly why meeting are soooo important .... you get phone numbers and f2f time... you get instant feed back and as you talk in a meeting you can SEE others shaking there heads 'yes' as if to say 'i understand' this is soo comforting...
To all of you that are new or old and dont go to meeting... please try it.... dont wait...
just my two cents...
Teresa
as far as asking what is normal or better yet what is typical in this phase... as good as the internet is and this board as well as others... it is just no substitute for meetings.
This kind of stuff is exactly why meeting are soooo important .... you get phone numbers and f2f time... you get instant feed back and as you talk in a meeting you can SEE others shaking there heads 'yes' as if to say 'i understand' this is soo comforting...
To all of you that are new or old and dont go to meeting... please try it.... dont wait...
just my two cents...
Teresa
Sherab..just curious (like Sammy), what do you mean by cure? Did you mean that the Sub is the cure for withdrawals? I can see where you're coming from on that. But there is no cure for this addiction. It is a terminal disease....it takes it's time as to when we die from it, but we all will die from it. We just get to chose how we live the rest of our lives and how long.....
Cowgirl
Cowgirl
