Anna Nicole

Pain Pills
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Ok Ok Im so sure many have had it with hearing about her but I feel as a fellow addict & as a parent that lost a child she should be mentioned here.
Yesterday I gotta tell you I did something I dont usually do.I actually watched the court proceesdings.I was so hurt,so sick but what was happening.
Of course they brought her drug use into it.And lets all face it at the peak of our addictions who of us if we had the resourses wouldnt of did alot of what she did?Just like Elvis.He had so many different Dr giving him such strong narcs.Who of us at the PEAK of our addictions wouldnt of took it to that extrem(if we had the $$$)As shameful as I feel about it I can admit if I could of gotten my hands on Ms,even more methodone than I got & many more wouldnt of?
what broke my heart is once again in the BIG showbiz life the woman in question(Anna) has been totally forgotten.I feel she wanted...hell no she needed to be laid to rest by her beloved son.Her drug use,whatever she was(& please keep in mind I never cared much for her)but whatever she was & what most of us KNOW she would of wanted has gotten lost in all this legal crap!!!
Sorry guys Im in a real ?????fragile mood today so if I cross the line(which trust I will try NOT to)PLEASE remember I like everyone else has these real bad days.
I wish I felt safe to open up about more of my personal life & have you(my friends help me deal with feelings that are down in a dark part of me
molly
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Brinagirl-

Sorry your feeling down Sweets......

I could not agree more regarding Anna...........She was beautiful in body and spirit and I feel as if all this has turned into a circus. If I had the same resources as her I can guarantee my addiction would of progressed to that point as well.

Thank you for posting this, I feel as if she has been forgotten in this as well.

Love ya Brina.