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This is another one of Rowanne when she was just one day old. I'm having problems uploading the more recent pics. She's six weeks old now!

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Diff xxx
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Such a beauty she is!!!
She is gorgeous, isn't she? She's got such a strong character already. She has us in stitches, with all her funny ways. She's just started to turn her head towards my voice, and she is always smiling at me... I adore every inch of her. I don't like to admit it, but her dad does too. He didn't want her when I was pregnant with her, but to know her is to love her. She'd melt the hardest heart...

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Diff xxxx
Oh my. Oh how beautiful she is.

Diff, she could get booked as the Gerber Baby honestly.

I do believe she's an old soul, Diff. I see that in her eyes. She's all knowing.

Plus her fingers. They are just lovely and I see a piano in her future. She has the cutest little mouth too. Looks like she has some red in her hair as well. Just a shade. She'll be a leader. Aries are always leaders.

Thanks for sharing. She sure cheered me up, Diff.
Diff she is just adorable. She sure put a smile on my face.

Am not sure how to upload pictures on here, as I have just tried to put some on of my lil princess. The one who got me through all this sh*t and kept me strong through my times of weekness. She makes everything so worthwhile.

Diff hope things are better for you at present.

Take care.

Lyndsay

Nice one you..Diff..she is a beatiful looking lil girl...you must be all butterflys just staring at her as i did with ..Sian..just sit by her cot when she was asleep and stare..great...by the way lookwise whats the verdict?yourself i hope.
Allthe best to you both...Davey
It's hard to believe that she was only 1 day old in that photo. I said when she was born that she had a wise face. You wouldn't believe the amount of people who said "She's been here before" when they first saw her. She could command armies with her eyes - sometimes she'll turn her head and stare into your eyes with such intensity - even her father can't stand up to her when she does that. It instantly humbles him.

And Davey, as for looks, she's got my eyes, but the rest of her is all her dad. Her feet, her ears, her nose, the shape of her head. Ahh, but her eyes, they've turned dark dark brown now, and she has got long curly black eyelashes. So so beautiful. And if you think she had a mop of hair when she was born, you should see it now!

The child doesn't cry. She can go for days without crying at all. She'll grumble a lot, and shake her fists, but she hardly ever cries. She's such a good kid...

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Diff xxx
Mama D!,
Beautiful...........just beautiful! I will make a safe bet to say that proud does not begin to discribe how overjoyed you are by your little one!
What a beautiful baby!. Her sweetness and innocence brings a tear to my eyes,
How can the world not be a better place because of her being in it.
Dear Diff,

She is absolutely beautiful! I can "see" your beaming proud smile just by hearing your words describing her! I am SO HAPPY for you! You are now loved the way you have always deserved to be loved!

Now some words from the older and now wiser mother that I am. Even though you love this precious daughter of yours so much and she "completes" you, she will, faster than you can imagine, grow up and move on with her life...with her friends and boyfriends...and later with her husband. That means that even though you might feel complete and happy, you need to be thinking about your future happiness and fulfillment as well. Don't get "lost" as I did. I didn't think about me...just about the happiness of my children. When I finally went back to work full-time, it took every ounce of self esteem I could muster to go for that interview! That was from years of living with a man who was very negative and sometimes verbally abusive. To survive that, I placed all my joy into caring for and loving my children (making them my world in other words because I wasn't happy). My husband has improved, thank God, so it's not as bad but my kids are definitely (except for my youngest and I KNOW that's coming some day) making lives for themselves as they should, but when they're little you just don't think of that day coming and what it might do to you when it comes.

Love,
Susan
Hi Susan, I remember my mother when my sister and I moved out. We both left at around the same time. My sister moved in with her boyfriend, and I just moved on to have adventures of my owm, first doing some travelling and then to University. I had no patience with my mother. Every time I came home she wanted to cling to me, with all these fantasies about how we were going to go xmas shopping together, and choose the tree, and decorate the house. And I just wanted to do my own thing, spend time with my friends, go to work etc. Eventually I when I came back "home" I would stay with friends and not even tell her I was back, coz she'd just run these guilt trips on me. And that hurt her even more when someone would tell her that they'd seen me.

Thankfully, she has got over her empty nest syndrome now. She and my dad are happier than ever in their marriage, they have 4 beautiful grandchildren, and have built their dream retirement home in South Africa, where my dad can see lots of his family and friends, both new and old. My mother doesn't have any family of her own apart from us kids, as she fell out with her brother years ago, and both her parents have passed away. It's so nice to see her enjoying her life. And I don't have any guilt, since it was her decision to move to the other side of the world, not mine! But she never stops worrying about us kids. I hope she can stop worrying so much about me now, coz I'm so much happier now that I have my beautiful girl. I wanted her for a long time. And I do feel complete now I have her. Maybe one day I'll have a little brother or sister for her, but at the moment I don't feel much desire to go through it all again. Almost unbelievably, after all the grief he gave me about being pregnant, and how he went on and on like the end of the world was nigh, and our lives were forever ruined because we were having a baby, her father wants another one. The fact that I'm moving out doesn't seem to have registered. Hey, maybe it's just another ploy to keep me where he wants me - get me up the duff again, and perhaps I won't leave him. You never know what devious things go through that mans mind... He told me once that he considered (even if only for a moment...) giving our little baby away to a friend of ours who can't conceive naturally, and would love to have a baby. But that was before he met her though. Now he gets separation anxiety nearly as badly as I do!

love

Diff xxx
She is absolutely beautiful...
Enjoy it all,
Love,
Tina