Hello, today is anouther.I have already taken my morning meds,so im ok for the time being.I am already fearing my comedown cause i can only take 1 more today.My wife ands kids are doing good today no matter how they feel i still feel that iam no good for them.They love me with all there heart and that breaks my heart.I wish they did not care so they could leave and find somone who will not put them through what i put them through.They have been through enough.I never thought life could be so bad and yet have them love me the way they do.It really hurts.Thank you,Brent
Goodmorning Brent.Listen I need you to try try very hard to get rid of those thoughts about yourself.You ARE TRYING.That right there shows you love your family & WANT better.Have you ever been told you have depression?I only ask because I do have it,& for years I selfmedicated myself.Im on an antidepressiant,& I feel so different!!!
You can do this.If you find this is too hard there are other options out there.For me I couldnt taper.Even with my BF holding my pills I would steal from myself.Anyways keep posting Im so glad your here,,,,mj
You can do this.If you find this is too hard there are other options out there.For me I couldnt taper.Even with my BF holding my pills I would steal from myself.Anyways keep posting Im so glad your here,,,,mj
Brent,
Ya know, thats what family is for.They love you even when we don't love our selves.
Give yourself some time.You can get thru this and you can have a great life w/ your family.
I'll tell you my lil secret.My dad was sick when i was small.Mentally sick.But it didn't matter.He was my hero.Always was and always will be.I learned that even heros had rough times,but they always came back stronger and better.So you can't give up.Be that hero for your kids.
So,i'm assuming you are trying to stop your addiction.Not sure that i should assume.LOLWould you care to give me some info on yourself?DOC?How long you've been taking it and why.
If you're ready to share i will listen now or whenever you feel ready...
DJ
Ya know, thats what family is for.They love you even when we don't love our selves.
Give yourself some time.You can get thru this and you can have a great life w/ your family.
I'll tell you my lil secret.My dad was sick when i was small.Mentally sick.But it didn't matter.He was my hero.Always was and always will be.I learned that even heros had rough times,but they always came back stronger and better.So you can't give up.Be that hero for your kids.
So,i'm assuming you are trying to stop your addiction.Not sure that i should assume.LOLWould you care to give me some info on yourself?DOC?How long you've been taking it and why.
If you're ready to share i will listen now or whenever you feel ready...
DJ
Morning Brent....you are fortunate to have your families support....I don't know that I could have gotten clean and stayed that way without my family....
I think most, if not all, of us addicts have put our loved ones through the emotional wringer....isn't it a wonderful thing to finally care about what you have put them through? Much better than continuing on without any thought to any one but yourself.
Things will get better in time....
I think most, if not all, of us addicts have put our loved ones through the emotional wringer....isn't it a wonderful thing to finally care about what you have put them through? Much better than continuing on without any thought to any one but yourself.
Things will get better in time....
Good morning Brent, I so agree with what Janet just said,stop and think about those words.You are already making some huge steps to making your life and your families lives better.Its going to take time,dont be so hard on yourself.Your family thinks youre worth,its time YOU realised it too.They need you as much as you need them.You can do this,try and envision the future and how you want things to be,and then make it happen.Take care~KIM
