Here I am: -
I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.
Edgar Allan Poe
Anyone in the same place?
I think we all are in some way or another.
Me too. I still miss the craziness I experienced but I can't play with my braim anymore in this life.
