I found this site and think it would be a great site for any newbie or anyone looking for a good place to detox or get rehab. I hope this helps someone. I am ahving the suckiest most pity partiest day of my life. I am asking everyone I know for something to get me high. Going to ruin close to thirty days clean because I am a piece of s*** person with nothing better to do than ruin my life. Oh well enough pitying. Here is the site:http://www.getmentalhelp.com/sitemap/map_treatment.php
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http://www.getmentalhelp.com/sitemap/map_treatment.php
Cindy,
I posted on the other one, but here goes again, WHAT IS GOING ON??? Who has you soooo down hun? You are so much better than that! You have made it 30 days, and you need to take back the power you have given this other person, and give back to your Higher Power! If you need to talk one on one, my email is LadyMaverick302@comcast.net Vent it out hun, vent it out. Stop making PHONE CALLS! Stay here and talk to me, we will get you through today!
Huggles
Lady M
I posted on the other one, but here goes again, WHAT IS GOING ON??? Who has you soooo down hun? You are so much better than that! You have made it 30 days, and you need to take back the power you have given this other person, and give back to your Higher Power! If you need to talk one on one, my email is LadyMaverick302@comcast.net Vent it out hun, vent it out. Stop making PHONE CALLS! Stay here and talk to me, we will get you through today!
Huggles
Lady M
Hi,
I don't mean to be harsh but I was told, and I fall short alot, but I was told when on a pitty pot, poor me, poor me, poor me a drink!
Get outta your head go to a meeting, pick up the phone, read, pray do what ever it takes. Remember how you felt and know you never have to feel that way again. You might want to pick up but you don't have to. Tell yourself you'll pick up tomorrow, the obsession might be gone by then.
I was also told there are only two times that I need to go to a meeting, when I want to and when I don't.
Take care.................................God bless.......................................Bob
I don't mean to be harsh but I was told, and I fall short alot, but I was told when on a pitty pot, poor me, poor me, poor me a drink!
Get outta your head go to a meeting, pick up the phone, read, pray do what ever it takes. Remember how you felt and know you never have to feel that way again. You might want to pick up but you don't have to. Tell yourself you'll pick up tomorrow, the obsession might be gone by then.
I was also told there are only two times that I need to go to a meeting, when I want to and when I don't.
Take care.................................God bless.......................................Bob
Lady M
You have no idea how much your post means to me.
I am crying as I type. I have no clue what is wrong. Well I know I ran out of my antidepressant a few days ago and never got it refilled cause I am afraid to call my GP cause he thinks I am a piece of crap addict cause I went through detox.
I don't wanna live anymore. I don't wanna breath. I just wanna roll up in a ball and die. But I know we all have these days. My house is a mess. My life is a mess. And my husband deserves more than a no good junkie addict. this sucks :(
But I want to thank you for your post, I needed to hear that. Thank you.
Cindy (formally JAA lost password)
You have no idea how much your post means to me.
I am crying as I type. I have no clue what is wrong. Well I know I ran out of my antidepressant a few days ago and never got it refilled cause I am afraid to call my GP cause he thinks I am a piece of crap addict cause I went through detox.
I don't wanna live anymore. I don't wanna breath. I just wanna roll up in a ball and die. But I know we all have these days. My house is a mess. My life is a mess. And my husband deserves more than a no good junkie addict. this sucks :(
But I want to thank you for your post, I needed to hear that. Thank you.
Cindy (formally JAA lost password)
Thanks Bob
I need something right now but I have no clue where the first thing close to an NA meeting is to me. I am not the NA type. Sorry. I would be afraid of seeing someone I knew and I have way too much at stake. I have a large amount of people that think I have it all together. I'm not ready to disappoint them all just yet. I'd rather die.
I need something right now but I have no clue where the first thing close to an NA meeting is to me. I am not the NA type. Sorry. I would be afraid of seeing someone I knew and I have way too much at stake. I have a large amount of people that think I have it all together. I'm not ready to disappoint them all just yet. I'd rather die.
Cindy,
I do no think that you have had someone say that they love you today, so I will, I Love You! You have done fantastic by making it to 30 days! You are a STAR in my book, and I know that being depressed is the sh**s, but you are to good a person to look at life and not want to breath anymore! You would be missed too much, and I think that if your husband is still with you, he must feel the same way I do. You are HIS world, and if he thought the way you do about yourself, then he would not be with you right now. You may think he deserves better, but I bet he thinks he already has the best person in the world for him, and guess what? IT IS YOU! You hang in there hun, and do not ever give up fighting! YOU ARE WORTH IT! I mean, what would I do without you??? I am being selfish huh? TOO BAD, YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND SISTER, AND I AM NOT GIVING UP ON YOU! Stay strong sister, I do love ya!
Huggles
Lady M
I do no think that you have had someone say that they love you today, so I will, I Love You! You have done fantastic by making it to 30 days! You are a STAR in my book, and I know that being depressed is the sh**s, but you are to good a person to look at life and not want to breath anymore! You would be missed too much, and I think that if your husband is still with you, he must feel the same way I do. You are HIS world, and if he thought the way you do about yourself, then he would not be with you right now. You may think he deserves better, but I bet he thinks he already has the best person in the world for him, and guess what? IT IS YOU! You hang in there hun, and do not ever give up fighting! YOU ARE WORTH IT! I mean, what would I do without you??? I am being selfish huh? TOO BAD, YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND SISTER, AND I AM NOT GIVING UP ON YOU! Stay strong sister, I do love ya!
Huggles
Lady M
Lady M
I don't deserve people like you and Bob to even acknowledge my posts let alone post back to me. You are too kind :( God bless.
I don't deserve people like you and Bob to even acknowledge my posts let alone post back to me. You are too kind :( God bless.
Hi,
I hope my wife doesn't get upset I'm telling you this. But I remember my wife saying one time she was afraid of seeing someone she knew at a meeting. I told her why, if you do see someone they are there for the same reason. Naturally it made sence to her but after someone else said it! lol
Ive seen a few guys and girls I knew and it was neat. We just kind of said to eachother, wow, how bout that! Your a sicko too huh! lol ..My wife ran into someone at a meeting one time as well, it was fine, they talked for a moment, she was more worried about telling me than anything else, it was a guy. I don't think I gotta go into it but the bottom line is if you see someone it's a good thing. That just means, to me anyway, that they also are trying to start a new life and live clean and sober.
Take care.................................God bless.......................................Bob
I hope my wife doesn't get upset I'm telling you this. But I remember my wife saying one time she was afraid of seeing someone she knew at a meeting. I told her why, if you do see someone they are there for the same reason. Naturally it made sence to her but after someone else said it! lol
Ive seen a few guys and girls I knew and it was neat. We just kind of said to eachother, wow, how bout that! Your a sicko too huh! lol ..My wife ran into someone at a meeting one time as well, it was fine, they talked for a moment, she was more worried about telling me than anything else, it was a guy. I don't think I gotta go into it but the bottom line is if you see someone it's a good thing. That just means, to me anyway, that they also are trying to start a new life and live clean and sober.
Take care.................................God bless.......................................Bob
You DO deserve people "like us" Cindy. We are no better than you, no worse. We are all created equal in the eyes of our creator, and we should look at one another the same as he does. We have all felt the way you do right now, and there has been someone there to pull my butt right back up again too. I swore that I would return that kindness to someone else in their time of need also. There has always been at least one person to let me know that I am worthy of breathing the same air as they do, and you already have two people right now telling you that you are worthy as well. You are special just by being you, and without you, where would your special qualities go? They would just be gone, and I never want that to happen. If you can keep talking, it can stop you from using. You just keep on typing on that keyboard Cindy, and if you are going to call someone, call a person that SUPPORTS you in recovery, not someone to get you HIGH.
Huggles
Lady M
Huggles
Lady M
I agree with Lady,
I was taught to keep what was so freely given to me I gotta give it back. I recently read a post where someone said bulls--t we're not all the same. While that may be true in some respects we are all addicts, we experiance common low self worth, self esteem,etc. and in the respect of being addicts I believe we are the same. Bottom line, we are all trying to get another day.
Take care.................................God bless.......................................Bob
I was taught to keep what was so freely given to me I gotta give it back. I recently read a post where someone said bulls--t we're not all the same. While that may be true in some respects we are all addicts, we experiance common low self worth, self esteem,etc. and in the respect of being addicts I believe we are the same. Bottom line, we are all trying to get another day.
Take care.................................God bless.......................................Bob
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