Hi
After almost 11 months i have had a few joints. It all came back very quickly and today i smoked all day.
Back there so quickly after only smoking part of a joint 3 days ago.
My mind keeps justifying it but im also scared of the self hate crap i had to endure the last few years of my smoking.
Unsure what to do. Little bit lost and confused.
my computer has died and so it is a little harder to visit here lately.
welcome back sharkgirl.... i'm having the same issue with the weed....
-jojo
-jojo
You still need to stay proud for the time you gave back to your life, remember that. truly Sorry to hear that something surely triggered you, dear ones, but have you got a plan yet ?
Advice from an active addict....make a plan but don't plan the results.
Well, today I forgave myself for getting high. Over-confident today because yesterday I stayed clean....I am preparing for quit day......my plan.
Positive note: On the clean days my meditation leads to happiness/serenity like I haven't felt before, it's pretty cool.
I am working on a miracle. I swear I will be done wit this evil weed for good!
"When we hold the energy of unforgiveness in our consciousness, we literally are centered in old energy. We exist, then, in the parallel universe governed by the ego. In that world, problems reign and chaos is triumphant. However, when we are willing to forgive ourselves and the world, we re-center ourselves in the true world of love and Spirit. Fortunately, we don't need to try to forgive; we simply need to be willing to forgive. This little window of willingness is enough for the light of Spirit to heal us of all false illusions in our thoughts."
-Doreen Virtue.
Advice from an active addict....make a plan but don't plan the results.
Well, today I forgave myself for getting high. Over-confident today because yesterday I stayed clean....I am preparing for quit day......my plan.
Positive note: On the clean days my meditation leads to happiness/serenity like I haven't felt before, it's pretty cool.
I am working on a miracle. I swear I will be done wit this evil weed for good!
"When we hold the energy of unforgiveness in our consciousness, we literally are centered in old energy. We exist, then, in the parallel universe governed by the ego. In that world, problems reign and chaos is triumphant. However, when we are willing to forgive ourselves and the world, we re-center ourselves in the true world of love and Spirit. Fortunately, we don't need to try to forgive; we simply need to be willing to forgive. This little window of willingness is enough for the light of Spirit to heal us of all false illusions in our thoughts."
-Doreen Virtue.
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Shark---Look in the mirror and smile !! What makes you-you ?
Do the right thing--You know what it is---
Its not inhaling,holding your breath and saying .....ear...as you hand off the joint..
SMile.....You can Conquer******
Do the right thing--You know what it is---
Its not inhaling,holding your breath and saying .....ear...as you hand off the joint..
SMile.....You can Conquer******
