bin clean 2 year now on the meth, reducin quickly now cause i want to go see my mate in bangkok n don't fancy takin my meds through thai customs. any way, its not bad but proper rattling sum mornins, sweats n nightmares, n its bin so long u know thought i'd cracked it this time i was so sick of it all sleeping rough, bein poorly n so tierd of strugglin just could have rolled over n died. BUT it gets so f***in lonely n can't really be honest with anyone about my past cause u kno we neva change do we, plus i've got hep c n when my last workplace found out it got so bad (havin to label cups of water so noone else cud "catch" it etc) i had to leave caus i was made to feel like a leper. anyway, would be really gud to meet anyone whose the same, just to chat about stuff.
ps. no i havn't found god or 12 steps its all s***e i just got on with it
cheers xxx
..Hey leedsgirl and welcome to the board..
..Thats cool that you've been 2 yrs clean from meth.. but reading the bit about labeling the cups at work ? i wud of walked away from the job aswell wether i needed the job or not..the stigma that comes with being a known user can be a lonely existence..but all you can do is keep ya head up high and stay strong in yaself..and dont let the "righteous people" grind you down..good luck..Robbie..
..Thats cool that you've been 2 yrs clean from meth.. but reading the bit about labeling the cups at work ? i wud of walked away from the job aswell wether i needed the job or not..the stigma that comes with being a known user can be a lonely existence..but all you can do is keep ya head up high and stay strong in yaself..and dont let the "righteous people" grind you down..good luck..Robbie..
